Why I have a hard time climbing sometimes
I seriously cannot play more than 3 games in plat elo without several of these things happening:
being trolled to motherfucking hell someone raging at me(the jungler) since the game starts cuz they died to a gank several lanes being autofilled with janna mains someone playing with 1k ping
Then once I live through one of those games win or lose, I am tilted as fuck no matter if i played well or not. Literally cannot think straight until like 2 hours of doing something else. If I play after these kinds of games then its almost guarantee im gonna lose like 10 in a row and all the work from days would be lost.
This is why im just fucking done spamming games on my highest account. I don't mind it if im playing on a silver account or something cuz i dont care if i win and i can easily win 1v5 usually anyways, but on my main I get fucking so tilted. I really wish I was composed enough to just play an account unranked to diamond in like 24 hours like some streamers but no, for me it's fuckin unranked to diamond in like 3 months cuz i can't fucking cope with the emotional pain from playing this god forsaken game.