my gold experience

My past 20 games have involved either, A a dc or ragequit or B some "stream to diamond" smurf carries the game or C some ass feeds then blaims the whole team while proceeding to go 1/9 and singlehandedly tossing the game None of these relates to my skill level... in example a, the statistical chances of winning a 4v5 aren't very great. In example b, someone that is much better at the game than everyone else in that game throws the game off balance. In example c, same as b

This isn't fun anymore, i don't know that to do.