RIOT

Why do i get punished for repeatedly getting put on bad teams? i mean i understand i have a temper but when my team feeds and they say i am the one to blame it makes me soo mad and then i get reported by noobs trying to say things to me like oh you're terrible blah blah wth aatrox while i'm getting ganked by 3 ppl up top and no one is helping me not even jg?? also i cant see my grade now?? bc of this i'm being punished for everything apparently... I get put on CRAP teams with ppl 20 lvls below me who have no idea wats going on and i'm constantly running all over the mad trying to defend bot and mid and its ridiculous i try so hard and my team just lets me down every single time i swear. Anyway i just think its crap that i'm constantly being chat restricted by noobs bc they can play its not like i'm gloating to the other team its my teams toxicity that makes me so angry calling me a noob telling me its my fault that were losing while everyone is 1/10 feeding enemies so that i can nothing against them its ridiculous and its not even like i can just leave either bc ill just be punished for that too... get stuck on crap teams and half the time they dont even surrender so i have to play this long drug out losing match with toxic ppl telling me that i suck?? smh i'm tired of getting punishment for being wrong from the beginning.

Anyway just wanted to rant about the injustice here. Thx for listening...