Elo Hell at its finest
The perpetual mind fuck that is Bronze/Silver makes me wonder why I even bother ever playing ranked games. All I want to do is get to Gold 5, so I can get the skin. I don't want to be any higher than that. While I will admit that I'm not the best, nor can I fake the "I'm a Diamond/Master tier smurf", I'm not exactly a bad player. The problem is that I can't seem to, as I'm sure people will point out, hard carry any of my games, as I'm usually last pick due to all the losses. It's frustrating because I know there are a lot of people like myself that are actually good players but resigned to this hell. Unfortunately, there is no easy fix to this, and I'm not sure if I will ever get to my goals. It sucks when you play a game for so long only to realize that you will never truly be able to show off your potential.
It's difficult to improve on something when your ability to win isn't in your hands. There is no room for self improvement when the improvement relies on 4 other random people every game.
Ok, rant over, time to continue the true definition of insanity. Expecting results from a broken system the can never truly be fixed.