I want to lower my mmr
I can't have fun in this game anymore. It feels like matches are decided so early and even if there is a chance of winning everyone is too tilted to continue. I don't play ranked and have no intention of getting better at the game, I just want to have fair matches in normals. Lately it seems that I am going against gold or plat players every other match. It feels like I have to be the one to win my lane and all of my allies lanes as well. I just want to play off picks or pick up new champions to refine my skills for fun but everyone takes it so serious. I don't want it to be my responsibility to carry the game every single match. I want to lower my mmr so I can start to have fun again.