DO you think Riot matching system fair in ranked?

Well. my anger is getting worse and worse since I ve been playing ranked. yep, everybody has bad game sometime, but for me? The frequency of having a bad game is too high in my case. I am just a gold player and I will try my best to win my lane. I will lose lane sometime but I wont feed my lane too much. i will just farm under turret and wait for the help. However, my teammates dont understand this. Once they losing lane, they wiill keep fighting and feeding . this is in gold rank. why these people play like a silver or bronze? I ve been losing 11 ranked game in row. And the main reason is my team just keep feeding and getting caught . The scoreboard often looks like this : 10 : 30. If you play my account in rank, you will feel like you play with bronzes.

I don't think the Riot matching system is fair to me. I don't expect I will get carried in every game. I just hope that my team can play like a gold player instead of keeping feeding . When I try to talk to them and tell them turttle at turret , most of them will reply me : this is jsut a game, just have fun, relax .Fuck You., You can have fun in normal. This is fuking rank, it is a competitive match. I want to win. If my team feeding or afk ing in normal, I dont care at all. The situation get worst when I hit the gold 3. Whenever i am in gold 3, the quality of my team just go straight down. It feels like I am playing in bronze player, but sadly my enemies is not bronze. I am not kidding, you can check my history.
Ok farewell. i jsut uninstalled this stupid game. Some people will laugh at me. IDC. because you never in my match or using my account. if you hate me, RIOT, just fuking ban my account. WHY THE F YOU ALWAYS PLACE ME WITH THESE BAD PLAYERS?