Match with higher ranked enemy every single ranked battle

All my games, except one, the enemy team get 1-2 more gold players. I can't check mmr, but why am I only get place with gold and not a full team of silver or bronze.... 1 game I had a bronze player in my game against gold. Gold player feed often which is insane. How are they even ranked up there. Stuck in silver for the rest of my life.