Help

I swear I'm about to blow up..... I'm this closing to going off...... Pls someone tell me what I should do because I'm sick of it, especially of ranked people, I'm VERY sick of them.... I not about to lose my account because you ranked players seem to get off to my misery. So what. Should. I. DO!!?!?!? The same thing that happens all the time is gonna happen!!!! Just one win for my main!!!! Without ending negative!!! Without being dead at the end!!!! ALL I WANT!!!!! But NOOOOOO that can't happen because playing as fucking Anivia is damn near IMPOSSIBLE NOW BECAUSE OF THIS STUPIDASS META!!!! I'M SICK OF ENDING NEGATIVE WITH ZERO KILLS!!!! But even worse is I'm sick of losing to a bunch snootyass ranked players who mock me when they're playing busted/easy ass champions like mord, pan, annie, lucian, AND ANY FUCKING MORE I'M TOK ANGRY TO LIST!! I need something to channel my anger into instead of that cursed chat box...... But riot doesn't have shit for that because of the stupid mentality that it's the game that makes people angry and not people playing the game and using it as a shield for they're annoying habits! I swear if this happens one more time I'm gonna pop. I'm gonna let lose all my frustration, upon them. But I'm trying to avoid getting to that point what the fuck do I need to do to channel my anger out....?