Toxic

Now im being honest. I am a toxic player but i wish to not. I have a very short temper when it comes to leaguye because i love to win and i hate people who make me lose. I wish that i dont speak in chat but i do. I thinknk ive been getting reported a few times but idk. I have one last chance left and i want really dont want to get perm banned on this account because i spent so much money and as a child i dont want to get bannmed. Now this is just an idea but can you guys plz give me a chat restriction up to a few msges per game so i dont become toxic? Please i feel like my mouth blabbers because i get so tilted when my team is so boosted. I really dont want to lose this account and plz if u guys cant do that idea, can any1 explain to me how i can be more positive, Last game when i was playing MF i got so toxic saying how bad my sup was.... This is christmas and now i reallyt dont wanna get punished for the last time. Plz dont ban me and if im not, plz give me a good idea as to how i can be less toxic. Thank u riot. Also its chirstmas iuf people reported me today plz dont punish me.. I understand how i messed up and now to make me less toxic im gonna be playing ranked so i dont see low elo players. Now plz give me jusit 1 more 1 MORE chance i love this game...