Struggling and League is my only medicine.

Ancient Alien·Feb 27, 2016·2 votes·742 views

Last year my account of two years got permabanned. Yes, I know if I got permabanned I obviously deserved it and that is that. The thing is I am really struggling right now and League of Legends was my only outlet and way to feel a little better and just relax. I don't want to resort to substance abuse, I just want to play League of Legends. I will literally do anything if I can just have my account back. I am asking to please look beyond my past and just help another human being out on a personal level. I am really struggling and I need this game to help me. Just please anyone imagine your worst time and then receiving one of the only things that can cure it. That is my situation.

I am not looking for sympathy or whatever I am just really feeling bad.

Please... I will do anything to have my account back. :(

13 Comments

disregardableFeb 27, 20163 votes

That's really shitty, but your situation is unfortunately irrelevant. Accounts are not unbanned, fullstop. If you want to play League of Legends, you're allowed to make a new account to play on.

Ancient AlienFeb 27, 20161 votes

Understood, but I am willing to do anything to get it back. I don't understand why I am allowed to make a new account, but I cannot do anything to get it unbanned.

disregardableFeb 27, 20161 votes

Because that's the consequence of breaking the rules. You can't undo breaking the rules, and you can't undo the punishment.

rtbf68910336Feb 27, 20161 votes

I gotta agree with you on this, I don't get the logic behind being able to create a new account after getting permad. It's kinda like punishment stacked on punishment. You can still play our game, but you're just gonna start over so you can feel even worse.

Ancient AlienFeb 27, 20161 votes

Exactly, I mean if you were given a second chance after a permaban to have your account back I think behavior would be much better because you don't want to lose it again. If you just make a new account then its like ok whatever don't change your ways just have more punishment and kick dirt in your face. I would literally pay a monthly fee to have my account back and monitored or something. Or like community service or just anything.

VyleExyleFeb 27, 20163 votes

[{quoted}](name=Ancient Alien,realm=NA,application-id=ZGEFLEUQ,discussion-id=rvQTEeJc,comment-id=0002000000010000,timestamp=2016-02-27T01:38:23.287+0000)

Exactly, I mean if you were given a second chance after a permaban to have your account back I think behavior would be much better because you don't want to lose it again. If you just make a new account then its like ok whatever don't change your ways just have more punishment and kick dirt in your face. I would literally pay a monthly fee to have my account back and monitored or something. Or like community service or just anything.

That same logic could be said about having the multiple opportunities to change before being permanently banned

But that's beside the point, I suggest looking into the gaming addiction help if you feel your only options are video game or substance abuse

Stunning inVayneFeb 27, 20161 votes

[{quoted}](name=Ancient Alien,realm=NA,application-id=ZGEFLEUQ,discussion-id=rvQTEeJc,comment-id=0002000000010000,timestamp=2016-02-27T01:38:23.287+0000)

Exactly, I mean if you were given a second chance after a permaban to have your account back I think behavior would be much better because you don't want to lose it again. If you just make a new account then its like ok whatever don't change your ways just have more punishment and kick dirt in your face. I would literally pay a monthly fee to have my account back and monitored or something. Or like community service or just anything.

Ok whatever don't change your ways and get banned again, either way I doubt you're getting unbanned and you can't blame not being unbanned on making a new account and still being toxic. Sort of contradictory statement right there.....

The Queen ViperFeb 27, 20162 votes

You should get professional help bro... seriously.

http://www.video-game-addiction.org/

Ancient AlienFeb 27, 20161 votes

Its not addiction man I am healthy, but this is where I turn during the rough times.

LeBlanc JameśFeb 27, 20161 votes

[slayer-pantheon-popcorn]

Stunning inVayneFeb 27, 20161 votes

Get some professional help. You can't blame being banned from a game and not having it as an outlet for substance abuse, also you said you were banned last year so I guess you've clearly been abusing for sometime.

You're an idiot.

Get a good therapist to help with your issues, shouldn't be game or substance abuse.. find a girlfriend get a job get out for some fresh air.

Ancient AlienFeb 27, 20161 votes

You're missing the point man. I have a job and I am in college. This game is an outlet because we all need to have a place where we can drift and let go for a while... It doesn't mean you can't go and then bounce back. Idk why you just jump to insults and assumptions.

BarkhoofFeb 27, 20161 votes

You need to go see your schools mental health facility. Every school has either a residence director, student life director, etc. who specifically works with individuals that have problems with these types of outlets. Please, talk to someone. See a professor. Talk to your boss. Get help if you're only outlets are going to be video games or substance abuse. It's not a healthy outlook and it is setting yourself up for ruin.

Right now your main concern needs to be to focus on your studies. If you really need a video game outlet and your original statement is hyperbole, make another account but try to say only positive things. Please, I implore you, as someone who went through a depression episode during my undergrad studies, talk to someone if you feel like it's either this or substance abuse.