Apology from a permanently banned player

Permabanned player here. .006% of the population. Just look at my final summoner name. I guess I just wanted to intentionally get banned and move on from this game years ago...

It's been a couple years since I've been banned, but looking back, I really do feel terrible about the words I have used and the teammates I have put down for making simple and human mistakes in a video game.

My problems went beyond league of legends during my toxic time in this game and I have been doing well in making my life better and have learned the importance of carrying a positive attitude everywhere I can.

I do not want my account back and I cannot apologize to everyone, but I would just simply like to say that I'm sorry to this community and all the individual players who I have put down before. I apologize to Riot for making your jobs harder. I really do hope you guys are accomplishing your dreams in this game and in real life.

-A former player