I cannot seem to stop the toxic streak.
This account is perma banned....like many other accounts I have that are. My behavior started as a 14 year old boy screaming at the world, screaming at life itself. Those were bad days. I think I had 17k+ chat restrictions at one point. I quit for a year after getting many, many more bans after the first. Came back a lot better. A lot less toxic, but still toxic. I call people bad. I tell people they need eyes if I gank in plat freaking 1 and they don't respond. It's sad because I have a 70% w/r on a new account in plat. Otherwise, I'm super happy/positive. I've changed a lot, and I'm proud of that, but I truly do not want to get anymore bans. I'm 17 and hoping for a spot on a popular uni team in 2 years, and this cannot happen without a behavioral change. I've tried MuteMe, I've tried disabling enter, all that stuff.
If I get a bad team that feeds out of their minds in Plat 1, doesn't look at the map when I come to gank, even as I'm pinging them, or lanes that call ME bad because I can't help them not to be 0/5, then I start flaming. No hard flames, no curse words, but the "you're bad" or the "typical garbage plat player LUL" gets me banned. Just got a two week on a gold 1 smurf with an MMR plat 1-2 for telling my team they didn't have eyes when I ganked. When I get invaded? Their team will come. Mine doesn't, even if I ping them. If I invade? Even if I'm ahead, and doing really well, sometimes my team won't come, even when their lane is pushed.
My question is: How do I not flame the people who are in "higher" elo when they don't seem like they deserve to be? People should be looking at map, warding, all that good stuff, but they aren't. The games where they do I can carry and it feels so easy, and I constantly get 3-4 honors. The hard part about this game is carrying the baddies, so how do I do that without flaming? (Keep in mind I never curse at teammates. Only "good fucking job/good fucking shit bro, you're a fucking monster. I never curse when I flame.)