admins i need help

seriously guys, most of my games someone feeds enemy team, someone feeds just to spite teammate saying "you won't win this, i'll make sure of this" and when i get tilted and curse in chat i get 10 game chat suspension and honor block?! i ask of you to check those games thoroughly and see yourselves that i was extremely tilted by afk/assisting enemy team behaviour.

remove my honor lock because it wasn't fair to punish only me when i get salty after 20 minutes of extreme tilting. i request from riot to be fair to me and if you'll check those games and still think it wasn't unfair that u blocked my honor - then i'll just leave LOL alltogether. because i don't want to play in unfair environment.