The Perma Ban Story Of A Toxic Feller

Got hit with perma ban for good cause and actually, I understand why not trying to get unbanned not trying to get sympathy just want to share my thoughts share your thoughts if you feel like too no cap no sarcasm here's writing:

Game 1 In-Game Dalikan: uninstall Dalikan: lol gg Dalikan: dude Dalikan: i spam pinged it Dalikan: i recalled Dalikan: you fucking idiot Dalikan: i pinged her missing Dalikan: gg Dalikan: you have no cells Dalikan: 0/4
Dalikan: IN A WORLD Dalikan: WHERE YOU CALL YOUR LANER MISSING Dalikan: 5 TIMES Dalikan: AND PEOPLE ARE TOO AUTISTIC TO UNDERSTAND! Dalikan: SHUT THE FUCK UP Dalikan: UR 0/5 Dalikan: dude Dalikan: you are so fucking bad Dalikan: its hilarious Dalikan: same man telling me im trash Dalikan: yes you did Dalikan: %%%% Dalikan: literally kayn Dalikan: walks into lane Dalikan: level 3 Dalikan: and dies Dalikan: LOL Dalikan: stuck in games with chimps Dalikan: enjoy yours for inting Dalikan: no they just know how to work together Dalikan: and they have brain cells Dalikan: that are functioning Dalikan: i am Dalikan: im extremely upset Dalikan: that this trash top and jungle Dalikan: have the gall Dalikan: to talk shit Dalikan: when they feed Dalikan: yeah ok Dalikan: ff Dalikan: FIRST KILL!!! Dalikan: OMG Dalikan: WOWZERS!!! Dalikan: end the game already Dalikan: sick of this shit Dalikan: ggwp Post-Game Dalikan: ive never felt so unbelievably dumpstered in my life Dalikan: my man Dalikan: just shut up Dalikan: and take the L Dalikan: i mean kayn Dalikan: you literally walked into my lane Dalikan: level like 4 Dalikan: and dived lux? Dalikan: you gave her a kill Dalikan: so early Dalikan: then you died to shaco Dalikan: in jungle Dalikan: early Dalikan: watch the replay Dalikan: and darius Dalikan: i couldnt come top Dalikan: because either Dalikan: A Dalikan: i was recalled Dalikan: or B Dalikan: the minon wave Dalikan: was pushed to my turret Dalikan: i would lose XP, gold, and my turret would take damage Dalikan: well Dalikan: its obvious Dalikan: its extremely obvious why i couldnt come Dalikan: and i even pinged her coming Dalikan: every time Dalikan: listen my guy Dalikan: i dont blame myself for this game Dalikan: because i played well Dalikan: you did shit Dalikan: and you are shit Dalikan: good luck Dalikan: losing all your games Dalikan: have fun Dalikan: literal apes Dalikan: no Dalikan: u just are Dalikan: a fucking chimp Dalikan: and assholes Dalikan: GG!::))) Dalikan: enjoy the inting bans Dalikan: ill keep track Dalikan: :)) Dalikan: cya Dalikan: you didnt say anything true Dalikan: you said that i didnt do shit or follow her Dalikan: i told you Dalikan: why i couldnt follow

Game 2 In-Game Dalikan: ? Dalikan: bot Dalikan: u guys dont know how to fight yi Dalikan: dont bother running in that situation Dalikan: you cant outrun him Dalikan: you spent so much time running Dalikan: hit him Dalikan: idiot Dalikan: dont be a smartass Dalikan: shut up Dalikan: shut up Dalikan: stop flaming Dalikan: let me carry Dalikan: fucks sake Dalikan: you folk aint amusing Dalikan: you aint shit to me boy Dalikan: upset i see Dalikan: LOL Dalikan: gg ez Dalikan: trashed your ass Dalikan: lmao Dalikan: sick roast Dalikan: ez clap babies Dalikan: try harder. Dalikan: DONT END Dalikan: DONT END Dalikan: SIT. Post-Game Dalikan: my boy yi talks shit Dalikan: gets hit Dalikan: lmao

Game 2 I don't really count but whatever I was mainly shit talking enemy team trading back and forth, I don't think that was too terrible since it was more like back and forth shit talking from teams (although i was rude to my Nami for kind of being a smart ass when im telling her about her fight with a Yi, which is wrong) Game 1 is where I see where I went wrong, and start seeing that me personally, as a person need to calm down and just relax sometimes. My jungler came to my lane level i think 3 and dived a lux at turret range, dying to her while my wave was pushed to my turret side. My immediate response was to tell my jungler to uninstall and say "lol gg" which was not a good call. Then lux proceeded to go top 3 times i believe, all 3 times, i called missing many times and warned my top laner, who was already feeding a Yasuo. He and kayn proceed to blame me for not following lux, and blame me, even though i couldnt because I was either recalled or pushed to tower. They will continue to threaten to get me banned and say things like "imagine how much money in skins you will lose" which gets me even more upset. I keep trying to do something to win the game, but we end up losing, likely due in part from all the flaming which I was throwing. Kayn will tell me throughout the game that I am blind and bad, and Darius will tell me i am being toxic, and telling me my reasoning about his failures was wrong. I was being toxic, because i was reasonably upset although i expressed it unreasonably. I also want to tell fellow people who are also easily tiltable. As soon as you're getting mad, even when its a troll like i believe this kayn is, even if you feel you're in the right, just relax, and mute chat and just sit back before its too late. If it gets you as mad as it gets me, just stop playing and relax. Because even if you think its justified, it's not really right to talk like this, nor is it worth it. As much as the poor plays and shit talking about "all the money in skins i would lose" amongst other stuff pissed me off, I should have had stronger mental, and just relax. And this wasn't a one off thing, i have been suspended, and chat restricted before, and been toxic in plenty other games, and i think this was just punishment. And funny enough I finally learned a lesson from this. Sometimes you just gotta calm down, relax, and just be a better person, even if its a game, just be a better person.

auf wiedersehen Dalikan