Playing this game makes the worst of me come out
i never knew what i was capable of telling another person until i played this game.
In real life people know me as a kind/honest/smart guy. Im never rude to people in real life, i treat others the way i would want to be treated.. but as soon as i hop into this game the devil comes out.
It all begins in champ select, the team already fights over spots, in normals it's about the auto-locking/calling roles, in ranked it's about pref's and pick order disputes, and that's terrible because the team is already anxious and lack of teamwork might suffer.
Then when the game starts i have these expectations of my team that they dont always meet, when they dont (for example dragon/baron timings, team fights/shot calling) i get fkn angry, i get so angry i begin to ask people why they did that, if they continute to fail to meet my expectations i begin to offend, if it continues i get even more toxic... and when i tell myself to not act this way this game get's really boring fast, one time i told myself 'okay calm down ima treat everyone nice and help people not tell them they are bad', so i try this and someone else is toxic/bm/trolls/afk's. it's so hard to control yourself after that point that if you somehow manage this game get's really anti-fun, it get's harder to continue playing this game if this continues.
so here are my proposals that hopefully will help all of this:
- in normal's pvp, please give a little more xp/ip to the loser.. one of the reasons why people hate losing in this game is that they get rewarded less... it takes forever to reach lvl 30, and once you do you need a lot of IP either for new champs/expensive T3 runes, it really means alot to lose, not only that, people take the aura of ranked and try to expect in normals, i think normals is a place where u can test new champs, explore new builds and it's fine to make a lot of mistakes, but if you lose you get rewarded less... which promotes too much competition and this will provoke toxicity.
-2. in ranked: unchanged, i think if ur playing ranked you have to have a good mindset and be able to take all the bad stuff, it might actually make u a better person, so im actually rarely toxic in ranked, most of the time everyone is trying and want to win. If your toxic in ranked, you need to re-evaluate yourself.
**Im so glad for the new player-select in PBE i think it's gona improve a lot of things but there might be more we can do.
