why people are jealous to honor.

i just dont know wtf wrong with that people when you are carry and they didnt honor you that really hurts. i got 2 times Fiora S- both times i was carry. second one was insane i done with 20/5 fiora we were 4 we had afk and i got 1 honor i just dont understand wtf wrong with that people i asked them if you can guys honor me i need that ill be thankful but they dont i just really dont understand why every bitch or bastard plays lol that mostly in lol i saw few people like that in another multiplayer games... i wasnt toxic or something during game to deserve not honor i dont know wtf i can do anymore maybe kiss their ass or wtf that people... i shutdowned their fed jhin.. i killed their VI.. their Riven was feeding me on top lane 1/1. i killed their fed Blizk... and i killed their adc xayah.. i just dont understand wtf i could do anymore for that people.. and i had no any help on top lane cause of jungler afk i got double kills when riven and vi come together i just dont know wtf wrong that people when you try hard and you get 0