This last game I had...

We were doing all well, then all of a sudden our top lane starts saying some depressing stuff in chat. We end up losing the game and afterwards I end up friending the guy to see what's wrong. Turns out he got banned once for apparent toxicity and was threatened to a perma ban . The man has conditional anxiety, and is in the military, I just don't know why someone who cares about the game as much as he does is threatened with a perma ban. He thinks the only way for him to be safe from the ban hammer from riot is to belittle himself and be apologetic. I fear for the guy who is a total stranger to me fyi, that he may end up taking up his own life partly because he worries from a riot ban, SMH