I've been permabanned, really enjoy the game, seeing if there are possible things i can do?
So recently I've been permabanned, but to my concern I do deserve a ban there's no doubt about that but i have my own opinion to believe that it might be a tad harsh. My account name is Krimsol if your interested in my previous games. I'm new to League only been playing it the most recent season. I've spent quite the paycheck on it around 200 (quite the expensive for a 17 year old). I've been known for my toxic behavior on Overwatch as well and have recently improved my behavior on my switch to LoL and I'm way better then what i used to be. That being said I'm still quite toxic. In the logs I've been shown I have insulted multiple players for ruining the game for me by not caring about the game, being extremely inexperienced, running it down mid when I call them out for doing a not so good job, and so on. I understand that i should not have insulted them to begin with but it hurts my pride as a 'gamer' when were 20 mins into a draft pick game and my top laner, rumble, has fed 9 kills or something into their top laner, alkali. Anyway what I'm trying to say is that yes I was toxic and yes 20 days ago I receive a 14 day suspension but in my head I believe that my behavior was due for a ban just not a permaban. I've read that you can't undo any bans but I'm very curious in the idea of changing it to a non permaban. Side problem: 2 days ago I spent 50 dollars on RP and I have yet to spend any RP yet (maybe theres a solution for getting that money back). I also understand that your may think that you don't care about this negative kid and you might prefer that i don't make a new account and stop bringing my negativity back into he game, but i will. I really enjoy the LoL community and I'm drawn to the whole esports side of it and if someone could take a look at my case and maybe give me like a nonpermaban ban or even some decision on the subject I'd love to chat :)
thanks for time, Noah.
Chat logs: Game 1 In-Game Krimsol: kha Krimsol: help Krimsol: whut Krimsol: KHA HELP Krimsol: WHUT R U Krimsol: damn i could be doing way better if my jg had a brian Krimsol: shaco is cmping mid lane Krimsol: help me Krimsol: kha Krimsol: fucking hate brain dead jugnleers Krimsol: fuck my team is useless Krimsol: ping your fucking laner when its missing Krimsol: fucking bronze 4 players know this Krimsol: no shit Krimsol: this is no day off Krimsol: youve never been on Krimsol: gg Krimsol: we cant win Krimsol: vote yes Krimsol: epic Krimsol: holy shit shes fed Krimsol: rumble your horrible Krimsol: stop playing this game Krimsol: go back to fortnite Krimsol: why did you pick rumble then Krimsol: nice to hear that but theres no excuse for going 0 and 7 Krimsol: whos saying no? Krimsol: are shit jg Krimsol: you keeps ks ing me? Krimsol: yes? Krimsol: we lost Krimsol: wasteing my time Krimsol: cool Krimsol: i dont care Krimsol: i dont wanna be banned Krimsol: im angry cause your wasting my time Krimsol: nothing to do with the game Krimsol: xd Krimsol: i dont wanna be banned Krimsol: r u dumb? Krimsol: ? Game 2 In-Game Krimsol: veigar can i play against ahri mid lane Krimsol: oh shit nvm Krimsol: xd im not much better Krimsol: k Krimsol: xd Krimsol: theres no point for me even playing him Krimsol: xd Krimsol: i was Krimsol: nty Krimsol: fuck this Krimsol: garbage game Krimsol: he just tower dives me and blocks my improtant attacks Krimsol: xd Krimsol: xd Krimsol: why would we ff Krimsol: yes? Krimsol: xd Krimsol: no worries Krimsol: i gave up at my 2 death Krimsol: darn Krimsol: guess i died Krimsol: wym Krimsol: xd Krimsol: xd Krimsol: who cares Krimsol: him and leblanch are my number 1 counters Krimsol: sooo Krimsol: u cant kill him Krimsol: xd Krimsol: XD Krimsol: u like my ad viktor Krimsol: whut Krimsol: thats toxic Krimsol: xd Krimsol: wym Krimsol: im trying my best Krimsol: probably Krimsol: ez win Krimsol: xd Krimsol: nah Krimsol: ill pass Krimsol: xd Krimsol: uve been nice all game? Krimsol: this is a super epic game Krimsol: gamers Krimsol: in my defense im not trolling as hard as our trolling rammus Krimsol: cmon Krimsol: ez win Krimsol: yw for carry Game 3 In-Game Krimsol: i doidnt buy items Krimsol: gg Krimsol: are jg is throwing Krimsol: no point Krimsol: nos hit Krimsol: nice Krimsol: xd Krimsol: whut Krimsol: xd Krimsol: fatfingered f Krimsol: epic gamer monments Krimsol: ff at 15 Krimsol: who said no Krimsol: no Krimsol: congrats Krimsol: xd Krimsol: man y so toxic Krimsol: report? Krimsol: vote yes Krimsol: we cant win Krimsol: why Krimsol: xd Krimsol: go for it Krimsol: ? Krimsol: okay Krimsol: not really sure what mass is supposed to be Krimsol: gg Krimsol: xd Krimsol: if u got on the lantern ezreal u coulda got a free kill Krimsol: :( Post-Game Krimsol: xd Krimsol: 4 what
I know that I probably won't get my account back but I'm very poor IRL and to me 200 dollars is quite that large amount of money that i saved up for. TBH I'm sorta in tears about the whole ordeal and if you could do anything to help me in any way to get this account back I would owe you so much.