My Feelings towards the game right now?? I have always enjoyed playing it but now..

My Team Lost Their Lanes even before 20mins.cant stop blabbering and being toxic to me like im the one whos doing the worst and blamed for.how am i a jg to gank when their lanes are lost even before 20mins and the enemies dealt high damages?? The sad thing is... My team kept on asking and telling me shit about carrying when they arent that good.Im not a pro-league player.im just an average gamer.some people or teenagers need to learn and know how to carry their own shit in league.dont ever expect someone to carry u for the win. like please.. playing this game with toxic teammates are making life more stressful when some gamers just want to play and have fun or win their respective ranked games.