Give me a Permanent Chat ban Please.

I have been emailing Riot for several weeks now to give me a permanent chat ban on my account. Most of you are going to look at me and question that request, and rightly so. This is why I asked for something that most players dread to ever receive. I am mentally ill, I have a disorder that number one, makes me more susceptible to my emotions, and two removes the moral inhibitors of my actions. In simple terms, I say what I want, do what I want, when I want to, with little or no control to what is "right' or "wrong" to other people. So I have asked for my account to be unable to communicate in-game with others to PREVENT my behavior and my condition from affecting other players, as it does regularly. I am not going to lie, my behavior is toxic usually, because that is just how the community is. People start raging at each other and get each other riled up, however most people have the ability to tell if what they are saying is right or wrong, I don't have that. I wish I did but I don't. In short this led to a temporary ban on my account. But why? Why should i be banned when I have asked Riot for a solution to a problem that I have? If my condition makes it almost impossible for me to censor what I want to say, then wouldn't it make sense for me to seek out a solution to this problem? I asked Riot many times to give my account a permanent chat ban so that I wouldn't have to talk to others or be able to, to prevent my toxicity from reaching others. However they denied me, instead they have given me tips that I have already heard a million times on how to be a better player and more positive.

So what do you think? Should I get my request fulfilled? Should I in fact have my account permanent chat banned to save other players from having to suffer my attitude? I think I should, but I would like another opinion.