Don't know what to do. Some advice please.
I have been playing off and on for about 3 months. Level 20 something and really wanted to hit 30 by the time the new runes and such came out. I'm not bad but mainly play bot games so who knows. I can see I have a ways to go when a smurf comes in and rolls for 30+/X/X on a non meta champ in a 3v5. I will be completely honest in saying I still goof keys and miss click walking into the enemy while attacking. I'm old so a bit like Driving Miss Daisy here.. I thought I could keep playing some intermediate bot games to keep improving before I started messing up teammates solo Q.
2 games this morning I had 2/5 teammates that were just jungle scripting. Won the first game with the help of a smurf and lost the other with players under 18 trying to learn to play. They couldn't understand what was going on. Reported all 4 players but it just seems like there are 8 more taking their place? I mean two games in a row with two people scripting is a bit much. I can't learn anything but farming under tower while barely staying alive and hoping everyone will hold turrets. I actually feel pretty good about playing Heimer into Sivir and Amumu while holding turret and going 1/3/3 when we lost at 24 minutes.
I'm scared of playing solo Q at this point. It seems if I go into a game and suck, I can be banned? I have zero chance against some of the players I have seen smurfing in bot games. I can totally see either being at 10 deaths or not doing anything but staying alive. I have read the guides and started practicing csing just about every day. Went from 40's in 10 minutes to 70's on some champs. That doesn't help though when you have an intelligent player on the other side trading. So how do I get better from here and what are some suggestions? How do I go into games and not get banned by a group that thinks I am throwing the game? How do I get better with basic mechanics? Not really worried about chats as I am pretty good about muting and moving on.