I'd like to complain about my first unjust punishment in 5 years of playing
I had never been punished once before last season, been playing since season 3. I was 10-game chat restricted, followed shortly by a 25-game chat restriction. That was a year and a half ago, and I'm still honor zero, rarely reaching first checkpoint. But I don't mind that. I know I'm toxic. I actually fucking love being toxic. It's cathartic.
But it bothers me that I can't play clash and that I'm sitting on 30+ hextech chests, so I try to improve. Recently I've been doing really well, I reached the first checkpoint of honor zero for only the second time. I have fun in in-game chat. People often have fun with me.
But I got chat-restricted again, with only two games in the chat-log. Here are the logs.
Game 1 In-Game Naid o Ffydd: gg Naid o Ffydd: chunked af Naid o Ffydd: i pinged Naid o Ffydd: lmao Naid o Ffydd: gg Naid o Ffydd: i'm losing lane to a tf Naid o Ffydd: lol Naid o Ffydd: i didn't quit i had to do something Naid o Ffydd: yeah dude there's nothing wrong with dying to q poke Naid o Ffydd: u saw them coming Naid o Ffydd: if u had seen how i died Naid o Ffydd: u would too Naid o Ffydd: i had to step away from the computer for 1 minute and a half i should clearly be lynched Naid o Ffydd: they assumed i did b/c they're mad Naid o Ffydd: i don't need your sympathy Naid o Ffydd: i'm the only one not inting and i'm the bad guy lmao Naid o Ffydd: my entire team flaming me the whole game for stepping away for a single minute Naid o Ffydd: but i'm toxic yeah Naid o Ffydd: sue me i'm a little frustrated Naid o Ffydd: thank god these idiots blow such fat cock Naid o Ffydd: k dude Naid o Ffydd: gj Naid o Ffydd: great job renekton Naid o Ffydd: what do y'all think is worse Naid o Ffydd: afking for a single minute Naid o Ffydd: or afk inting for an entire game after you flame your team Naid o Ffydd: because u got mad Naid o Ffydd: hey can everyone keep flaming cass and telling me what a bad guy i am please Naid o Ffydd: i'd like some more organized bullying based on the word of this noct Naid o Ffydd: clearly he knows Naid o Ffydd: reporting y'all btw Game 2 Pre-Game Naid o Ffydd: rr Naid o Ffydd: rr Naid o Ffydd: rr Naid o Ffydd: rr Naid o Ffydd: rr Naid o Ffydd: jk In-Game Naid o Ffydd: LOL Naid o Ffydd: gg Naid o Ffydd: open tbh Naid o Ffydd: they're just going to keep scaling Naid o Ffydd: we've peaked Naid o Ffydd: ff Naid o Ffydd: ur right dude if we just play it out we'll be better people Naid o Ffydd: no i was eating a cracker Naid o Ffydd: stfu fakenice Naid o Ffydd: that's my problem Naid o Ffydd: why is the way u prefer to play superior Naid o Ffydd: why should i stop playing but u shouldn't Naid o Ffydd: glad we stuck with it my life has improved
I have no good excuse for Game 2, all I can say is that 1.) it's not that bad and 2.) it was 1 game in 10.
In game 1, I afked to help my family bring in groceries for maybe a single minute, max. Our Nocturne immediately began to flame me, our Renekton immediately began to flame me, the enemy Irelia and TF were goaded into flaming me by Nocturne, who repeatedly and consistently asked everyone to report me. I came back to lane, finished the game with 30+ cs up on my enemy laner, going 9/4/4. Nocturne stopped talking after flaming me for 10 minutes, and proceeded to afk splitpush sidelanes until the enemy came to kill him. He finished 0/10.
I made 2 toxic comments in that game:
"i'm the only one not inting..." made after most of the players in the game had been flaming me for 3+ minutes
"great job renekton" after he blastconed me into 4 people
*"thank god these idiots blow such fat cock" I don't think this was toxic at all, it was made as a joke to my team in team chat about the enemy team after they couldn't end the game for quite a while
I've been doing really well in my last ~20 games, I don't understand how these 2 games set me back weeks. Is this justified? I also sincerely doubt Nocturne was punished, which is my main frustration.
I hate that I have to be a paragon of justice for MONTHS just to reach honor 2. Not only do I have to keep to myself, I also have to manage to charm everyone in my games to honor me. And it can be taken away just like that.
