I tried to correct my behavior, I stopped swearing, I stopped using all-caps.

God Emperor desu·10/2/2016, 7:56:05 AM·2 votes·883 views

Before you read this, please let me clarify. That my whole team was being toxic in the pregame lobby, yelling at me and making me feel uncomfortable. This guy picked Urgot mid after saying he was going to pick something stupid because I chose to go Garen support. I honestly thought he was going to intentionally feed.

These guys honestly banded up against me and abused the system because you can't see their chatlogs, only mine. They even came to MY LANE and intentionally fed the enemy team just to make sure that I could be reported. I'm HONESTLY TRYING TO CORRECT MY BEHAVIOR.

I honestly loved playing this game over the course of 4 years and spent several hundred dollars to support it's continued existence and development... but with the recent development of toxicity in the community... I guess it's time to simply move on... and accept the fact that I'm permanently suspended from this game for the 'extreme nature of my toxicity'. I stopped swearing in chat... I stopped cussing. I'm doing my best to ignore that constant attacks at me for playing the game how I play it... with innovation and different methods that others haven't seen before... only to be set back at the starting line for following my instinct and defending myself from individuals more toxic than I am.

Game 1 God Emperor desu: How to play Urgot God Emperor desu: "Report Garen for making me Int." God Emperor desu: It wasn't a joke. God Emperor desu: It was a lesson. God Emperor desu: Did you learn from my teachings, young padawan? God Emperor desu: Tax God Emperor desu: For disengage God Emperor desu: Every time there's a Shaco God Emperor desu: They're always toxic God Emperor desu: But then they start to lose God Emperor desu: And blame team. God Emperor desu: You will blame your team though. God Emperor desu: It's only a matter of deaths. God Emperor desu: Well God Emperor desu: I guess I just have to play like Trist doesn't exist God Emperor desu: Why are my CS disappearing randomly? God Emperor desu: Is there somebody else botlane? God Emperor desu: Here it comes God Emperor desu: THE FINGER God Emperor desu: POINTED AT ME God Emperor desu: I do God Emperor desu: As God Emperor desu: I God Emperor desu: Please. God Emperor desu: You blind God Emperor desu: Old God Emperor desu: Man God Emperor desu: Do that to start. God Emperor desu: Stop typing. God Emperor desu: You have God Emperor desu: 3 deaths God Emperor desu: and no kills God Emperor desu: There it is God Emperor desu: The blame God Emperor desu: infantile God Emperor desu: perspective God Emperor desu: I do not care about your sentiments God Emperor desu: It's your own failures that kill you. God Emperor desu: XD God Emperor desu: I can't do anything God Emperor desu: Trist fed them too hard God Emperor desu: All she does is waste her jump on a minion in front of her God Emperor desu: Then die God Emperor desu: And type some excuse. God Emperor desu: You have 45cs God Emperor desu: To 118 God Emperor desu: You don't even know how to cs God Emperor desu: All I do is hit the ones you'll miss God Emperor desu: Excuses God Emperor desu: Feeders. God Emperor desu: How am I toxic? God Emperor desu: You are feeding God Emperor desu: You are dying God Emperor desu: Coming to my lane God Emperor desu: And intentionally giving them kills God Emperor desu: w/e God Emperor desu: Enjoy getting carried I guess. God Emperor desu: I mean God Emperor desu: I can't really do anything malicious. God Emperor desu: Because I enjoy playing this game. God Emperor desu: But you keep calling me toxic God Emperor desu: And trying to hurt my feelings God Emperor desu: For no reason God Emperor desu: Is unfinished God Emperor desu: Because I'm behind God Emperor desu: Thanks to trsit. God Emperor desu: ADC God Emperor desu: Has more deaths God Emperor desu: Than I do. God Emperor desu: Plz stop dying God Emperor desu: Plz stop typing God Emperor desu: Plz stop saying 'muted'. God Emperor desu: For no reason God Emperor desu: Despite the fact that you clearly haven't muted me. God Emperor desu: I don't really care. God Emperor desu: But plz stop being so... God Emperor desu: Edgy God Emperor desu: I guess. God Emperor desu: 0/5 God Emperor desu: LEe God Emperor desu: Stop being toxic God Emperor desu: I don't care about your desire to try and hurt me. God Emperor desu: I've heard what people like you say God Emperor desu: A thousand times God Emperor desu: And I just God Emperor desu: Don't God Emperor desu: Care. God Emperor desu: Stop talking? God Emperor desu: Stop defending my honor? God Emperor desu: Stop defending myself? God Emperor desu: So you can run your mouth? God Emperor desu: And unjustly report me? God Emperor desu: Rediculous God Emperor desu: Muted. God Emperor desu: gg wp

Make sure you never talk in game chat... because you'll be permanently suspended just like I was.

16 Comments

Shifue Draven10/2/2016, 9:05:54 AM3 votes

that is the one thing i have yet to understand about the reporting system and i even said this with the ask riot thing. i have been cussed out, flamed, trolled, called everything under the sun, i have had full 4 man teams (on my side) troll me the whole game and i have yet to ever get a report about any of them being banned or suspended. yet i have seen some players reported and punished for saying i am going to report x for feeding.

Astôlfo10/2/2016, 4:29:33 PM3 votes

"Trying" doesn't matter if you don't actually change.

I Snipe I10/2/2016, 8:50:40 AM2 votes

Do a charge back on all riot purchases if you used a credit card. That's what I would do 100%.

God Emperor desu10/2/2016, 8:15:55 AM1 votes

Keep in mind that this chatlog is the only one I got to copy and paste, and I was reported for picking Garen support and making our Tristana go 0/9 and being the main reason why we lost... Which is highly unreasonable and can be considered an abuse of privileges on part of those who reported me.

God Emperor desu10/2/2016, 8:39:26 AM1 votes

Try to reform... try to keep playing a game I love, try to better myself. In the end it's all the same. Permanent suspension despite obvious improvements in my behavior... I tried. I got unbanned and then I bought the new Zed skin... and now I'm permanently suspended... the amount of unfairness is heartbreaking.