I'm very sorry
I found out late Thursday night that my grandfather had a major seizure while travelling in Europe and no one is sure if he's gonna make it or not. I am very close with him and it's affecting me deeply. In order to get my mind off of it, I started playing league. This turned out to be a terrible idea as the intensity of the game coupled with trolling teammates caused me to act in a manner that is not usual for me. I'm not gonna post the logs because it's clearly warranted and honestly disgusting to look at. This led to my account which I've had for 6 years to be perma banned. I am sorry, I truly am and I made a major mistake.