This has probably been said a hundred times but...
So a month ago, I decided to get into ranked. I had a great start, winning 8 of my 10 placement matches and having a pretty good mmr for a silver player. I got placed into silver 2.... and then it all went to ****. No matter what lane I went into, no matter what "OP AF" champ I played, I would end the game in a crushing defeat. It's gotten to the point where I can't win even normal games anymore. I'm starting to lose hope in my ability to win games anymore and that I'm forever trapped in a 0% win rate.
I know that I need to improve a lot (Ex: CS, Map awareness, etc.), but when my team yells and trashes me for being behind by 5 CS I don't know how I'm going to do it...