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PermaBanned and I need someone to talk to :(

IArmedWithWingsI·2/4/2018, 4:23:04 AM·1 votes·323 views

IArmedWithWingsI: nasus thought it was funny to take my buff intentionally IArmedWithWingsI: So I wanted to have a laugh myself IArmedWithWingsI: so there's a head start IArmedWithWingsI: I dnd't int,I just went to gank IArmedWithWingsI: Proof? IArmedWithWingsI: Okay,let's see if I get banned IArmedWithWingsI: same IArmedWithWingsI: christ your bad IArmedWithWingsI: thresh IArmedWithWingsI: And he's trash at it IArmedWithWingsI: Dude missed 2 point blank q's IArmedWithWingsI: It's funny that these guys think i'm going to get banned from dying once IArmedWithWingsI: in a normal game IArmedWithWingsI: Okay lol IArmedWithWingsI: We'll see. IArmedWithWingsI: Add me IArmedWithWingsI: We'll stay in touch to see. IArmedWithWingsI: Not breaking any rules. IArmedWithWingsI: Good IArmedWithWingsI: t.y IArmedWithWingsI: What rule? IArmedWithWingsI: Just farming IArmedWithWingsI: Help yourself IArmedWithWingsI: But stealing my buff isn't trolling IArmedWithWingsI: lul IArmedWithWingsI: Heimer is gonna get mid often IArmedWithWingsI: careful zoe IArmedWithWingsI: Nasus thought it was funny to troll and take my buff ruining my clear IArmedWithWingsI: So I decided to have a laugh myself IArmedWithWingsI: I'm ez jg,that buff was needed IArmedWithWingsI: I've been reported by whole team IArmedWithWingsI: Nothing. IArmedWithWingsI: And that was in ranked IArmedWithWingsI: Good. IArmedWithWingsI: I was banned twice. IArmedWithWingsI: You aren't getting banned for 3 people reporting you for inting IArmedWithWingsI: Without proof IArmedWithWingsI: Especially since i'm not inting IArmedWithWingsI: I just died during an early gank IArmedWithWingsI: :) IArmedWithWingsI: Lol. IArmedWithWingsI: SAlty IArmedWithWingsI: All me. IArmedWithWingsI: Bye nasus IArmedWithWingsI: Lol IArmedWithWingsI: Butt buddies unite IArmedWithWingsI: Now syndra and heimer are sucking each other off IArmedWithWingsI: they muted me,so they didn't see. IArmedWithWingsI: :OOO IArmedWithWingsI: ikr IArmedWithWingsI: LOL bye syndra IArmedWithWingsI: Syndra just said "lol bye in the chat" IArmedWithWingsI: 2 seconds later she dies IArmedWithWingsI: Everytime she dies she apologies to heimer IArmedWithWingsI: The tare, IArmedWithWingsI: Heimer said "It's okay,syndra,ez wasn't there to help you,just farm up and team fight EASY comeback IArmedWithWingsI: Calls me retarded right before she dies IArmedWithWingsI: ggg Game 2 IArmedWithWingsI: Your brother has short term memory loss. IArmedWithWingsI: Now you're getting camped yourself. IArmedWithWingsI: He's baiting you. IArmedWithWingsI: Ofc ekko dies IArmedWithWingsI: Yup IArmedWithWingsI: trash IArmedWithWingsI: I'll fight you when I have the mana kat IArmedWithWingsI: Ekko has gotten quiet IArmedWithWingsI: You're not allwoed to bm when we have an autistic ekko adc IArmedWithWingsI: No towers bot IArmedWithWingsI: 0/5 IArmedWithWingsI: Lost my turrent to save your dumb ass IArmedWithWingsI: Sure so you can die again IArmedWithWingsI: ? IArmedWithWingsI: Like you've been doing all game? IArmedWithWingsI: autistic ekko in champ select s aying 'believe me i carry' IArmedWithWingsI: Then do something interesting IArmedWithWingsI: Like not tryhard IArmedWithWingsI: against a team with an autist IArmedWithWingsI: Cool,do it then IArmedWithWingsI: And end IArmedWithWingsI: Nah,work for it IArmedWithWingsI: 1/6 IArmedWithWingsI: I just took all the kills guys IArmedWithWingsI: 4 ap... IArmedWithWingsI: Smh. IArmedWithWingsI: trash.

^ Why I was perma banned,sigh kinda knew this would happen please if you are only here to bash me for me toxic at least do it constructively and keep this in mind:All of that said up there was out of retaliation,I went on a massive losing streak that led to demotion,I have severe ADHD,the first game I was trolled and reported by the trolls and still helped win the game,Feeling pretty depressed now,not sure what to really say or why i'm even posting this but,yes I understand I deserve punishment for this but it still hurts.This was my first league account,i've been playing for years on it,it has gotten me through stressful times, brought me and my friends together,and I was just beginning to get good at it.Now it's all gone because I got angry at a troll who intentionally stole my lvl 1 buff and 'Lol'd about it only to get upset when I take his farm to get lvl 2 and die to enemy laners because they cc'd me(We still won the game)but I was banned for creating a negative experience for my team...while they just ruined my experience by trolling, and slowing my clear(I was playing ez jg in norms,wanted to see if it was still viable).I don't understand why I wasn't even chat restricted...I didn't say any slurs or be racist or homophobic i'm not very familar with how bans work/chat restrctions work but I was banned for saying 'kys' twice so I figured it's just overly offensive stuff,One of the ingame tips even says it's okay to trash talk/taunt but slurs aren't okay.I'm just really upset that my acc was taken due trolls getting the best of me, I've been trying to reform since the last 2 bans, I've been muting people when I have the will to,but I just went on a massive losing streak prior to the game,and with so much pent up anger,my teamate purposely stealing my buff then laughing about it pushed me over the edge.I tried negotiating with a rioter about it to just permaban me from chatting since that's where the problem is(I don't want to mute every at the beginning of the game,it makes communication hard.)I've said this the last time I was banned, they haven't done it,I know they don't have to, it's their company,their game,i'm just another consumer etc. But if they did,this would of been avoided,I know I'm responsible for my actions but with my ADHD it's hard,it makes me impulsive and I don't like taking my medication because it makes me lose my appetite and behave like a zombie, which isn't fun.I don't want to have to bring mental health into this but it is a factor in this.I offered proof of this via doctor email/social worker but still nothing,though I understand that's asking too much for just one player.Does anyone have any suggestions? Like any connections with High ranked rioters I can contact to talk to,this is driving my anxiety through the roof,I know this may just seem like a game and an account but this account and game has been a major part of my life,I don't have the will to start all over just to be possibly banned again...i'm only toxic out of retaliation...and i'm not toxic to anyone else...I never flamed my teammates for dying over and over if they are trying..i've even defended my teammates that got flamed for having a bad game,(I was Nasus defending my veigar if you can find a replay in my match history or something if a rioter wants to take this into account even though it's not likely).Anyways,overall I think i'm a decent human being,well I try to be at least.Thanks for reading this if you've gotten this far,i'm going to be up for a while because anxiety to reply to anyone willing to respond to this.

10 Comments

AeroWaffle2/4/2018, 5:19:56 AM3 votes

I don't really see this as anything other than a valid punishment. And Riot has a policy to not reverse bans unless they were done in error.

You spent a fair amount of time just insulting people in chat and you were already on thin ice from a previous ban. Retaliation is not an excuse that Riot accepts. If you're tired of their behavior you can mute them and report after the game. You don't join in on the flame war.

Mordius2/4/2018, 5:58:10 AM3 votes

You had to of received a 14 day ban prior, and you did not take that time to reform. That is why you were permabanned.

General Esdeath 2/4/2018, 11:03:52 AM2 votes

Sorry, no remorse for people who int

IArmedWithWingsI2/4/2018, 4:24:03 AM1 votes

Please don't assume things,if you see something fishy or something please just ask questions,i'm sure I can explain it.

Scary Door2/4/2018, 3:33:20 PM1 votes

Punishment deserved.

You played Ezreal jungle (that's enough for me to consider your punishment validated) and, it would appear, intentionally fed at least one of those games. Your chat is replete with toxicity toward your teammates and you just seem like a very negative influence and someone that I would not ever want to play with.

Get gone, stay gone.