How do you even respond to this luck. I CANNOT climb like this.

Originally posted in GD but found this more suitable.

I made it to Silver 4 after playing League for about a year now, and immediately got an AFK, a troll, a feeder, (the people intentionally doing things to throw games, not just bad players, ACTUAL trolls,) EVERY game until i was back at Bronze 4. I'm not saying I'm a master player stuck in bronze, but I know I'm at least high silver, and I know some games I could play better. Skip the "well your OP.GG says ________" and the "Your KD is bad even though it doesn't show us your early game vs after your team feeds the Kayne Jungle 7 kills and he can 1 hit you in base and run away," I know when things are my fault and when I am playing my best.

I've been stuck climbing in and out of Bronze 2 for months now, because the IMMEDIATE game I get after promoting to Bronze 2, I got an AD Soraka Top who fed 6 deaths by 15 minutes in, allowing the Urgod to roam and wreck mid with Jg and come to eat my supp and take my bot tower. Next game, everyone but my supp and I fed 3 deaths by 7 minutes in. Once I get demoted back to B3 my games are fine again and I can always carry myself back to promos, but the moment I get promoted my next games are ruined until demotion again. This is hell, I'm actually depressed. I want to just enjoy this damn game and play a fun ranked session, but I can't even play the game properly with the teams I'm given because it just becomes a "pull 3 people out of the hole" survival session where 3 fed champs gank me every 5 seconds. What the hell can I do? I'm tired of being told to dodge these games, my silver and gold friends refuse to play with me due to my MMR, I shouldn't have to break rules and dodge and quit just to play the game as intended. I'm desperate.

[2 hours later]

In the time since I wrote this, I've had an Ashe Supp just stay in my top lane, feeding the jungle and taking my farm as Maokai. I've had my champ stolen, by backups banned, and the person who stole my Cho'gath took him mid, leaving me as Mordekaiser Top to fight an Illaoi, then Cho fed and refused to assist team fights and never stacked feast, then left the game. Nobody can continue making the "your KD is bad you're the reason you're losing" excuses to protect Rito and the MMR hell from criticism. This is utter hell, this is causing depression and stress beyond belief for me. There is no reason I should have to dodge and lose LP to not lose and lose more LP due to someone's decisions in champ select being bad enough to lose a game. I am in BRONZE, as a silver/gold skill player, and I CANNOT carry a team of 3 people and one troll against a competent 5 man team in this ELO, eventually that handicap destroys bronze players who can't play from behind, and nobody in this ELO can 1v5 the whole game. This is ludicrous.