Chat Restriction, thoughts?

Rate my toxicity in these two games from 1-20. Yeah, I'm basically looking for consolation because I've been sick for 2 days. BUT, I still don't think I was that bad even if I hadn't been despising existence as I played...

I'll add some context if you're curious with brackets for example [Volibear dives nexus tower] (this did not happen, is an example.) But honestly I was being friendly half the time and just trying to get people to be involved.

So in this game, I feed as Lee Sin very badly. I don't understand how I died to many times, all I know is that every time I tried to take a jungle monster or gank a lane, I was murdered briskly.

Game 1 LocatedEagle232: finna papa j [Pop a J... not meant to make sense, it's just like saying 'kek'] LocatedEagle232: amirite ladies LocatedEagle232: tyvm LocatedEagle232: I dont know what bothers me more LocatedEagle232: 372 damage in 1.6 seconds LocatedEagle232: or the lack of map awareness in this ELO LocatedEagle232: sigh LocatedEagle232: ezreal tf LocatedEagle232: how do you have so damage and why are you so incapable of using your abillities LocatedEagle232: so little* damage, sorry [Ganked bot lane, Morgana rooted a minion and Ezreal didn't attack until he had finished farming... Then he nearly killed jhin but teleported away after jhin fired his last shot (and was OOM)] LocatedEagle232: the grind is tiring LocatedEagle232: You teleported away from jhin LocatedEagle232: that part is fine LocatedEagle232: You did it on 200 health after he fired his last bullet LocatedEagle232: ffs, that's your engage oppertunity LocatedEagle232: You cant blow your timers LocatedEagle232: I didnt feed jhin [Jhin is 4/1 or 4/0, I can't remember... Point is, we're like 10 minutes in at the latest. How did this happen?] LocatedEagle232: can we take the early ff yet LocatedEagle232: guess who's going top LocatedEagle232: it's veigar LocatedEagle232: so r u ez LocatedEagle232: but he's not feeding as bad LocatedEagle232: so? LocatedEagle232: m8 u fucked up the one time I tried to gank [Ezreal asked for a gank and when I came, and pinged 20 seconds in advance with a reminder right before, he was completely unprepared as was Morgana] LocatedEagle232: take the ff LocatedEagle232: take the fucking ff [Yeah, this game was going terribly and we should have surrendered] LocatedEagle232: this is my first bad game today LocatedEagle232: first BAD* game LocatedEagle232: today LocatedEagle232: I've done well in every other game LocatedEagle232: who even fed kaisa [Kai'Sa enemy jungler (in team chat) was very bad. She only had kill steals for her 4/1 KDR from executing with her ultimate.] LocatedEagle232: she's dog shit [Ezreal said "We should've got dragon. It was infernal."] LocatedEagle232: still IS infernal LocatedEagle232: nobody got it LocatedEagle232: nice map awareness [Ironically, they got it 10 seconds after I said this.] [Someone says something aggressive about my negative KDR] LocatedEagle232: Bot is trash and feeding LocatedEagle232: I am learning from the best LocatedEagle232: eh, they've got nothing past jhin and kaisa LocatedEagle232: I'll keep playing [As in, "hey guys, let's not FF"... and we didn't. I voted no as did a few others] LocatedEagle232: Not ffing, just get some armor LocatedEagle232: shutdown gold on jhin gonna be worth it :S LocatedEagle232: morg, ward LocatedEagle232: 1000 damage from rakan lol [Rakan was full AP mid lane.] LocatedEagle232: I changed my mind ff LocatedEagle232: morgana, u have sightstone LocatedEagle232: and I have better vision score LocatedEagle232: how the fuck LocatedEagle232: do you ward so little LocatedEagle232: still waiting for morgana to land a q lol [Morgana said "I always land Q's when it doesn't matter.] LocatedEagle232: you mean before death? LocatedEagle232: jhin was in the bush LocatedEagle232: I nearly got him LocatedEagle232: then got perma stunned LocatedEagle232: into perma attracted LocatedEagle232: 2500 daage LocatedEagle232: you fed him veigar LocatedEagle232: dont ping me LocatedEagle232: so does your support LocatedEagle232: but guess who has a ward score LocatedEagle232: oh good youre warding morgana LocatedEagle232: I appreciate thatr LocatedEagle232: good shutdown [Ezreal: "I love that you think your good lee sin"] LocatedEagle232: and I love ur mom LocatedEagle232: good effort [3/5 Veigar tells 4/2 Maokai he needs to split bot lane... the rest of our KDR's are absolutely terrible] LocatedEagle232: dont tell maokai what to do LocatedEagle232: only player with less than 5 deaths LocatedEagle232: we need to assassin a few [Supposed to be assassinate..] LocatedEagle232: cuz ur bad at looking at ur minimap LocatedEagle232: and not dying under tower LocatedEagle232: same thing

This game I played Nasus into Sona top lane... with ignite.

Game 2 LocatedEagle232: nm LocatedEagle232: I need a gank LocatedEagle232: hecarim in my bushes LocatedEagle232: unless he recalled LocatedEagle232: he may have LocatedEagle232: can I get a gank LocatedEagle232: it's a fucking sona for christ's sake LocatedEagle232: should be easy as hell and I cant farm 2v1 against a ranged with ignite LocatedEagle232: tyvm'qq [Somebody did something that helped me, then i died while typing... tried to Q them but chat was open] LocatedEagle232: fuck LocatedEagle232: their team is aids LocatedEagle232: red and blue LocatedEagle232: ggez LocatedEagle232: dubble buffed LocatedEagle232: someone fed sona [1/3 Sona is now 4/3 LocatedEagle232: good thing I have teammates to rely on, oh waiiiitttt LocatedEagle232: I should honestly ignore you guys and split :S LocatedEagle232: how do you feed sona 4 kills LocatedEagle232: her cs is complete shit LocatedEagle232: Yeah if he farms well LocatedEagle232: but so far he's not [I forget who I was referring to here.] LocatedEagle232: good job on objectives LocatedEagle232: if those idiots send 4 to kill me [4 people fought me and my team got a quick rift herald.] LocatedEagle232: omg pls war dragon [Nobody ever warded bot side and we lost a few dragons from lack of vision] LocatedEagle232: rift LocatedEagle232: veigar pls leave LocatedEagle232: Nice work feeding their entire team btw LocatedEagle232: now sona can deal 800 damage through my MR LocatedEagle232: veigar gtfo [Veigar is legitimately walking down mid and feeding. Everyone is pissed with him. He stopped after doing it like 3 times, but at this point he's like 2/8 and he's not farming.] LocatedEagle232: fuck off [Someone told me to stop typing.... Why? I only type while walking to lane/dead... that's most of a nasus game though when you're losing lane...] LocatedEagle232: Nice, tristana fed as hell LocatedEagle232: love that [sarcasm] LocatedEagle232: well I sure as hell didnt feed her [It's true... Someone said "I wonder whose fault that is..." It wasn't mine :P LocatedEagle232: nice followup tbh LocatedEagle232: look at my stacks LocatedEagle232: who was low LocatedEagle232: it was here LocatedEagle232: now 'in their base' LocatedEagle232: you guys are stupid LocatedEagle232: I looked at the map, your argument is lame as hell [Varus said it was my fault for dying when our team was grouped behind me while enemies were grouping then 3 teammates started chasing an enemy down mid lane TOWARDS THEIR BASE, never caught them and then 3 killed me, rengar was farming and then after I died, all 5 of them grouped on the remaining 4 and pushed mid.] LocatedEagle232: 5v1 LocatedEagle232: I was beating janna [With my cane. I was playing Nasus. My Q dealt like 900 damage but somehow the MONSTER that is Janna shrugged off 3 of them with 400 health by mashing shields, heals and ulting...] LocatedEagle232: if you wernet blind as hell youd have noticed [While they were chasing some1 down mid, Varus says it was my fault we lost since I didn't help them :S ] LocatedEagle232: you mean the one spewing heals and shields is a bad choice? [Varus says I'm stupid for targeting Janna... We couldn't kill even one of them because janna was shielding so well] LocatedEagle232: Go back to bots [Said to Varus during argument] LocatedEagle232: uninstall what? [He told me to uninstall.]

Yeah, I know some of this was toxic, but these aren't that bad. I've heard far worse in games. At least I never directly tried to offend someone unless it was either telling them how to improve, or they insulted me much worse first. I never directly cursed at someone and honestly there were some heavy trolls during these two games. So... I'll agree that I was 'toxic', but I don't think I should have to restrain myself from making simple conversation. I'm trying to play the game, and if they don't want to listen to me ramble, why can't they just mute me? Aside from when I was pissed with feeding veigar, I don't feel like much of this deserved punishment.

I was last checkpoint of reaching honor level 2 and now I'm down to 0. I get 3 honors every 3 games and usually get at least 2. Am I really going to have to avoid typing entirely and /mute all to get honor level 2 without avoiding sarcasm and the word 'stupid' entirely?

Edit: I forgot to say, vote 1-20 with 1 being terribly toxic and 20 being an angel... Sorry, this is a lot. I doubt anyone will read this.