From Angry Kid to Civilized Adult. Anger is an issue.

Let me start by saying yes I can be/am a toxic person. What i am looking for in this forum is any assistance in preventing any further cycles from continuing.

Summary Over the past several years going back to season 3. I have gone on and off with this game. 2 previous accounts have been banned permanently due to toxic nature during the tribunal days. My Current account is now on a 14 day after i just came back from a large break with a lingering chat filter. Again no harm I definitely deserved it.

So, to the people who actually make it into high rank.... What keeps you from getting heated? Never playing solo? A way of viewing the game? Laughing hysterically?

And even further, What goes through your mind when a teammate fails to cooperate? What if you try your best to get the team to listen? How do you deal with someone that expects you to rush in when you know you have nothing to get you there in time?(with pings or w/o pings)

These are just a couple examples but please elaborate with any of your own experiences and mindsets.

Maybe the game just isn't for me...but i want to change my own nature at the very least first.