How i got perm'd

Arekux·Mar 25, 2016·1 votes·932 views

Game 1 Arekux: keep feeding hec pls Arekux: like.... Arekux: mia's BEEN called dude Arekux: stop fucking dying plz Arekux: ever heard of something called turret huggin? Arekux: i havent even died Arekux: like first 12 minutes of the game Arekux: and we are already losing Arekux: every fucking game Arekux: look at this illaoi's build Arekux: then she says shes pure tank Arekux: yea Arekux: for your team Arekux: she defintely did a lot for your team thats for sure Arekux: 8 deaths is like no joke Arekux: how does she do more for my team with 3 assists btw Arekux: when i ahve 8 Arekux: support with 4 kills Arekux: mute me Arekux: oh right Arekux: calling me a bitch? Arekux: then saying im harrasing Arekux: sounds like verbal abuse to me Arekux: get juked Arekux: no Arekux: im reporting you Arekux: calling your teamates douche Arekux: then enemy team bitch Arekux: is really toxic Arekux: yea Arekux: i guess Arekux: but when people give u 6 killsin 10 min Arekux: cant blame me for being pissed off Arekux: stfu u feeder Arekux: haha Arekux: scrub

Game 2 Arekux: op Arekux: wow Arekux: fucking wow Arekux: ? Arekux: re Arekux: i swear to god Arekux: yasuo Arekux: nice job Arekux: like foreal Arekux: yea Arekux: im so done bro Arekux: im so done Arekux: can we fucking ff Arekux: this is so bullshit Arekux: fuck you galio Arekux: you are 0/3 Arekux: dont talk Arekux: doesnt mean u get free passes on deaths Arekux: no Arekux: no Arekux: it doesnt Arekux: so dont even fucking talk about reporting ppl Arekux: report this toxic galio Arekux: as if he has any place to talk Arekux: yea i lost my lane and im not even salty about it, i told yasuo good job Arekux: you on the other hand have been doing nothing but talk shit and whine Arekux: and call everyone on team names Arekux: so please report her Arekux: glaio Arekux: ggwp Arekux: surrender yo Arekux: its over Arekux: and this is why all of you will be bronze forever, because you dont know how to be positive Arekux: and the second someone dies you start to flame Arekux: instead of help Arekux: no Arekux: i lost lane im frustrated and i let yasuo get me but this is just one game Arekux: other games i go 10+ without dying and if you dont believe me you can look at my match history Arekux: but i dont sit here and flame people Arekux: w.e im done talking gg enemy team wp Arekux: yes Arekux: its over Arekux: .... Arekux: fizz"

----- so yea enjoy my moment of trollness that got me permabann'd. honestly i MIGHT have said something there that offended someone but in all honestly i did. and its pretty funny knowing i got perm for making others feel butthurt just cause i was pointing out how bad they were doing in a ranked game. but hey fugg it, enjoy.

them 2016 rito bans meingg xD paragon gonna rekt on mobas.

22 Comments

Reaper ReviewMar 26, 20163 votes

I'm not a suicide survivor, but I do have diagnosed autism and depression. Growing up being 'coddled' for my condition didn't prepare me very well for the world.

It's taken a lot of situations, including my ban from this game, before I started to have some sense knocked back into me. I'm not about to say I don't deserve what I got just because I have a mental disability. In fact, I tend to not even bring it up at all unless it's relevant to the discussion like this.

Meilin does have a point in that people with such disabilities may not want to partake in competitive gaming, especially if their vulnerabilities are more emotional. It's a conscious choice on their part, though, so Riot shouldn't have to assume any responsibility for it.

MasterSomethingMar 29, 20161 votes

I was more or less coddled growing up and was never told how to properly behave socially. As you can imagine, that ruined me when I went to new schools until I realize what a terribly annoying kid I was and I needed to change. Honestly, I wish my parents were a bit more strict in their punishments. Sure I got rewards for behaving good, but I never received anything bad about doing terrible behavior. If I could do it, I did it simply because.

FrankerXMar 26, 20162 votes

another guy that got permabanned and has a "reported" in his chatlog. always fun

MasterSomethingMar 26, 20162 votes

Glad you are gone. Now I will have one less shitty asshole to deal with when I play ranked.

ArekuxMar 29, 20161 votes

oh right cause you and me played ranked so much right? honestly I'm glad i got banned. this game was taking away from my life and people like you who call others assholes because you feel like judging me over getting banned in a game doesn't make you a better person yourself so honestly dude enjoy your ranked games any way you see fit i doubt you'll climb any higher than me with your bullshit personality.

jimbomanMar 29, 20161 votes

Bro, MasterSomething is right. According to these chatlogs, you were being one big pain in the butt. You don't need to flame back at people just because you got perma'd. Just accept the fact that you are banned for life, and move on with your REAL life.

Straw Hat LokiMar 26, 20162 votes

These are just the most recent chat logs.

How you got perma'd was through repetitive behavior below the standard set by Riot and only after receiving multiple warnings/penalties including your last ban making it clear this is your final warning.

Kei143Mar 25, 20161 votes

good job bro

Trynd Only SorryMar 26, 20161 votes

if you use chat youll get banned thats how it works now

MeilinIIMar 26, 20163 votes

Explain how I'm not banned then, please.[slayer-jinx-wink]

Trynd Only SorryMar 26, 20161 votes

{quoted}

Explain how I'm not banned then, please.[slayer-jinx-wink]

Just wait for it

MeilinIIMar 26, 20162 votes

I've been waiting 2 years, and yet the shoe hasn't dropped. Did you ever think that maybe YOU are the problem and that's why you got banned? [slayer-jinx-catface]

EvilDustManMar 26, 20161 votes

{quoted}

I've been waiting 2 years, and yet the shoe hasn't dropped. Did you ever thing that maybe YOU are the problem and that's why you got banned? [slayer-jinx-catface]

I've got a single report filed against me so far. [slayer-pantheon-thumbs]

MeilinIIMar 26, 20161 votes

Did you do the privacy letter thing? I'm considering doing it just to see how many reports I've gotten lol

Trynd Only SorryMar 26, 20161 votes

{quoted}

I've been waiting 2 years, and yet the shoe hasn't dropped. Did you ever think that maybe YOU are the problem and that's why you got banned? [slayer-jinx-catface]

Or because players like you flame bait people like me. Kinda like this guy: http://boards.na.leagueoflegends.com/en/c/player-behavior-moderation/8hEFXO7J-what-to-do-if-you-get-a-toxic-player-on-your-team

Continue to use toxic behavior against "toxic" people, though. Some of us have mental conditions that cause us to snap without any realistic control over it, and to me it's pretty pathetic you'd try and flame bait like you are.

MeilinIIMar 26, 20162 votes

Using mental conditions isn't a defense. I have PTSD, and I still manage to keep myself in check. If you can't control yourself, mute everyone every game, play only with friends and mute the other team, or don't play league. Simple. And I don't flame bait or troll, especially not in game, I'm just blunt when people are bullshitting on the boards.

Trynd Only SorryMar 26, 20161 votes

You're not being blunt, you're flame baiting. Even if you're just "being blunt", you're still flame baiting.

I suffer from bipolar and borderline personality disorder, these two lead to chronic depression from most of my peers not understanding what's wrong with me before getting to know me (therefore leading to a dismal social life, hence why I spend most of my free time playing video games). When something gets me aggravated I literally cannot control myself, it's not something I like, it's not something I'm trying to use as an excuse. If I could change it, I would because living with them is not enjoyable at all.

You cannot expect everyone with a mental condition to be like you. You simply cannot. PTSD is nothing like the conditions I suffer from.

So you're saying I should be cut off from communication because I have chemical imbalances in my brain that have been there since birth? So you're saying because I have mental conditions I can't play a video game when video games have been my outlet since as far back as I can remember?

MeilinIIMar 26, 20162 votes

I'm saying if you have chemical imbalances in your brain that are uncontrollable by medication, you should not be playing a game that by its competitive nature encourages you to stress levels that would make it hard for you to obey rules. Go play a single player game, or control yourself. Would you try to scream and attack someone in real life for calling you names? If not, you can learn to control yourself online to, you're just refusing to.

Trynd Only SorryMar 26, 20161 votes

{quoted}

I'm saying if you have chemical imbalances in your brain that are uncontrollable by medication, you should not be playing a game that by its competitive nature encourages you to stress levels that would make it hard for you to obey rules. Go play a single player game, or control yourself. Would you try to scream and attack someone in real life for calling you names? If not, you can learn to control yourself online to, you're just refusing to.

So now you're saying I should be discriminated against because of my mental issues? Last I checked that's morally wrong. Just because I have mental issues doesn't mean I can't compete. I enjoy competition, just like everyone else in my family.

But when someone intentionally feeds my lane without provocation, someone tells me to go kill myself (suicide survivor too, btw), or something along those lines? I can't help the reaction I give. I literally cannot, you don't seem to understand mental disorders for someone who has one.

edit: Also, big pharma doesn't always have the answer.

MeilinIIMar 26, 20162 votes

It's not discrimination. It's the opposite. We do not get to break rules due to our mental health. We are treated the same as everyone else on RIOTs private property. If that stuff is too triggering for you, you should be disabling chat or playing something less likely to trigger you. The onus for your mental health is on YOU. I have a lot of games I'd love to play, or even watch a Let's Play of. Why don't I? Because I'm smart enough to realize it would trigger me and thus I avoid it. If this game triggers you to the extent that you cannot handle the type of common courtesy you would need to do in real life when confronted with a trigger, then that is YOUR responsibility to avoid the trigger or redirect the response to the trigger. It's insulting to me as a person with mental health issues to think that I should be using that as an excuse to be an asshole.

Trynd Only SorryMar 26, 20161 votes

You still are missing my point entirely. Triggers are more relevant to PTSD. Bipolar comes with a whole other mess of issues, such as extreme mood swings for no reason whatsoever. Borderline comes with instability in everything. It's hard to even think sometimes.

But you know what has always helped me? Video games. I myself am not a very high self esteem person, but I know I can play several video games above average, especially online ones. I have some confidence in my ability to play video games well.

Online games give me a way to be able to socialize without having the anxiety of face to face. Online games give me a semblance of a social life that quite frankly I don't have.

There's also that I never know what will "trigger" me, it's random, it's variable. One day an insult may set me off, the next I may laugh at it.