Toxic

Its too hard.. i tried so many times but my teams arte always ass.. like ranked game when i played with these bronze kids i was toxic for fking not ganking a lane who had 5 kills LESS THAN 3 MINUTES. LIEK WTF THIS ILLAOI DIES AND I KILL POPPY THAN LEGIT ILLAOI TROLLS FOR THE WHOLE GAME. My team is always bad. why does riot match me with boosted players. I rlly cant stop typing. I be toxic to defend myself legiit they all blame me so i tell them the fk they did wrong, I BE TOXIC FOR DEFENDING MYSELF IS THAT FKING WRONG?! HONESTLY WHEN I MUTE THEM IT WONT HELP THEY PING SPAM ME