It's near impossible to carry on Talon now.
I'm just here venting, so
I've been going into ranked, destroying my lane, then roaming bot or top to help snowball them. I do this successfully nearly every game, I rarely ever end negative. I'm always taking out the enemy carries, but games just keep spiraling out of my control. I can have a 20/10/x score and still lose. I don't want to be that guy who's always blaming my team for my losses, but god damn it really feels that way. I'm nearly always 5/0 in lane and sometimes more. I don't just sit in lane either, I'm legit trying my hardest to snowball my whole team and carry, but it's just too hard now.
If I'm doing something wrong, I don't know what it is. The fact that I always have an extremely under performing ADC or jungler really upsets me, it even feels like riot just doesn't want me to advance. I just got demoted form gold4 (which took me 7 series to get) to gold 5, when I absolutely destroyed early game, but late game my lucian was 3/8 and J4 just wanted to suicide. I just can't even.
I'm trying to stay positive and go into my games with an open mind and not instantly doubting them, but it's rough man. Anyone else feel this? Any tips from the high elo dudes maybe? Thanks