freaking cursed!!

holy fucking god im cursed when i play lucian to never get a win. If i do well or do bad, when i play him in ranked I always get fucked over and lose some way or another. Suppose to me my main champ and my favorite champ to play. currently 0 9 this season with him and struggling to break a losing streak at the same time. My stats this year are absolute trash since comming back from bootcamp it sucks, especially following such a good season last year, so really not having a fun time with this. And chances i do get to have a win, interent cuts out on me randomly, or the events with the ddos where i acutally did get a win, but it didnt count....