Dear Riot Help Me Out Please?

Dear Riot i usually don't ask for your help as i feel i can usually deal with the problems myself in time or get over them but somehow i feel like i cant this time. I recently unboxed a Slayer Pantheon skin shard the problem is I have 631 essence and to get it i need 675. So i was wondering if you would give me the remaining 44 essence please respond with your answer thank you.