Riot please lower my normal mmr

i just wanna play and have fun again. i'm sick of getting stomped and losing 80% of my games now. the only consistent is me. please lower my mmr so i may play against equal skilled opponents. i'm serious this would mean so much to me and make my day. i just wanna have fun vs equal skilled opponents not get stomped 80% of my games. without having to lose 100 games to be in the right mmr.