Losing my season4 rewwards

First things first. I lost my rewards about a week after the season ended. I understand that Riot is taking people's rewards from them if they have been banned before season had ended. But I find it unfair. Yes I was toxic, and un-honorable sure. But that still doesn't mean we don't deserve our rewards. The people who ended up keeping their rewards but banned multiple times in mid season is unfair. We worked hard as possible for our rewards and we deserve them. Taking it away from people will only make them 1)more toxic in future games and 2) Hate the game more. Sure Riot doesn't need to care but they claim to try to make the game "less toxic" and "more fun" well taking rewards from people who recently got banned before season had ended that they worked EXTREMELY hard for will make the game less fun and more toxic due to people being ticked off. I personally I am ticked off that I had lost my rewards. I stressed for about 2 months trying to get to gold before season ended. I ended up getting banned but I was satisfied that I was gonna get my season rewards. And honestly after I got my rewards and unbanned I was enjoying the game a lot more and if you check my recent matchs I am sure I was less toxic then usual. I would start fighting with the guys sure but I ended up muting them in the end. I am on a awesome win streak because of my behavior improvement but I don't even want to play because I had lost my rewards I worked so hard for. It just makes me mad and me being mad results in more toxicity and toxicity is bad.

P.S Riot you claim to make the game less toxic and more fun. So far you messed up. I don't think you guys even care anymore and it's honestly sad. I have been playing this game and I have seen it grown like if it was my own child. But it's almost like this child is being influenced or having it's judgement clouded by something else. Like a kid at school offering him drugs and he accepts. I hope you understand Riot what you have done. I just want my rewards back and I am sure everyone else wants it back. We worked hard for these rewards and I will not back down and I will stand up.