Today I got perma-banned

Today is the day i got permabanned. Just coming bak from a 2 week suspension and thought to myself: "Why am I being so toxic?". So I wanted to change and was found my rest during these 2 weeks of not playing. As I could play on my account again this week i was so glad i could play again. I wanted to play with all my friends from school and have a great time. Well it went different. I was is Gold 4 promos and was playing ADC with my Duo-queue partner and thought this game would be easy. Never had i been mistaken so hard. The volibear on my team started acting like a real pain and didnt want to help other laners, just because they were "too hard to gank". Today i played a game of Yasuo against a Trundle, which is for me a hard matchup. The Lee Sin on my team didnt want to help me because i was 0/2. Thats not all, see our botlane was arguing because the enemy Caitlyn was fed. My Jhin went AFK and I didnt want to give up or be toxic in any kind so asked our Lee why he didnt want to help me out atleast. He replied that I was trash and didnt deserve this game. The game was done and after 5 minutes of being in the lobby i got perma'd. I hope Riot sees this and I hope they take the chance to delve deeper in these games of mine, in hopes of me getting unbanned.

~Ganked By Plank (EUW)