My experience

Warning, this is a rant, some of you might not like it but.. I've had enough.

I'm an ex silver player, currently ranked silver V. I've been playing in rankeds more than before recently, hoping I'll have a nice gameplay with people that, may them be or not professional, we'd have fun even in rankeds, try our best towards our objectives. But no, I was mistaken. Horribly mistaken. Most of my matches are defeat, as you can see by my history. Those matches.. I've had so much toxicity thrown at me for having even 0/1, my performance being slowly and slowly reduced to absolutely nothing from what I can do. No cooperation, nothing. My duo partner gave up, due to the amount of toxicity and players that grief the matches. I don't have an internet that can hold up much, so I am playing on EUNE, the closest and best server region I can play on without trouble. But.. there's a lot of players on the European server that play for themselves, throw toxicity, overall grief the match.

I am honestly getting breakdowns from this game. It's too much. Muting all, doesn't work. I for one need to talk with my team, in case they think they've done bad, mistakes, raise their morale.. I just can't mute at all. It's messed up. I don't know anymore what to do.. it's beyond my power. They destroy all my games, the toxicity I've got from the community, the European side so far, have lead me to literally crying.

I bought so many skins, champions, I really love this game. Really do. The lores, reworks too, they're all so great. I love it so much. But.. players are destroying all my love for it, I can't enjoy it anymore. Now I'm contemplating if I should give up on what I love.. since it's all destroyed by them.

I don't know what to do.. I really don't, if anybody has anything to say about this, positive or negative, it's welcome.