reasons im toxic

I give my team the lead so fucking hard gank every lane but doesnt matter our first time fizz who's duo also says " yeah stop playing fizz " Lose the game with a super huge lead because fizz wont leave toplane cant hit any of his spells as fizz has 10% contribution and single handedly loses us a game where the whole team is fed :D. and you expect me not to rage or be tilted or flame after knowing trash like this can still play and lose your fed ass team a game? Too many monkeys playing first time x first time x and feeding their asses off when they only win on 1/2 champs. So now I will lose all my next games because I have 0 motivation whats the point if I can get one r%%%%% on my team to ruin it all? Thats the shit that should be banned.