Looking for trainers to train/grind with soloque with me

Hi there summoner iam DRAGONGGG search me up on EUNE I try really hard to win in ranks but always fail are there any of you who will restore my faith in humanity I know iam bad I do not deny it but when bad people in a team are together they loose harder please duo with me I just wanna get out of this bronze hell hole have no idea how to carry team but I try trust me its very hard not to tilt or go rage on a person that gives first blood when you are trying really hard but then kata who is 0/3 goes bot and fails his/her roam you guys have no idea how bad it is down here seriously. to all those saying I'm bad or I don't know how to ward/look maps time invade even if I try my team feed so hard so please will anyone train me or teach me I'm not saying I desserve better I'm saying will anyone out there give me a fighting chance that's all I need thank you/