I play better drunk

And I don't mean that "LOL, look at me I'm 0/10 I'm playing better drunk cuz I'm too drunk to tell I'm bad." I mean the plays I make are cute girls at a bar. Sober, I know I'm good enough to get them, but I doubt myself, and make the safe choice, but when I've got that slight buzz going, I usually just say "F*** it, let's just go in." 9 times out of 10, I end up winning that engage, or getting that girl. Playing it safe, I may be 0/0/0, but when I play with that perfect buzz, I usually win my lane 4/0, or better. All because I just need that little motivation to make the plays I know deep down I am capable of making.