So about the PBE

I consider myself to be a decent player in league, I try not to be toxic much, and I try and help new people as much as I can, although times I find myself being a duche to newbies and very toxic in game sometimes. I use to have a pretty bad match history and reports/ban/chat muted, past, I know I deserve a lot of that, but one time I got chat banned because 3 people reported me for saying "OH SHIT!! I just did really bad, LMAO." I'm sorry for people being butthurt because I said a cuss word. But lately I've been (attempting.) to get into PBE, I'm sure it just takes time and patience but I have a feeling I'm not getting accepted because of my bad past, I thought I'd just clarify that I've been doing better, I'm not that little prick anymore, and I'm sorry for everyone I've offended, but I think I deserve a second chance. Also for the past probably 3 months, I've been trying to get into PBE, I'm sorry if my requests for PBE have been somewhat spamming you Riot, it's just.. Well... I'm a very persistent man. To everyone that is gonna hate on this comment please don't. Thanks for you consideration Riot, (That is if you read this ;P) anyways I can only hope to get in PBE sometimes soon, my fried (Buried In Rice) got in PBE, and now always makes fun of me because I cant get in :/