Devoting my life to league.

So a little backstory, I have been playing league since around season 1, i took a break during season 2 but found myself coming right back :D through my life I've always been either average or below average at everything i do, Hell, even league. I've never gave 100% at anything really. Until now. I am going to make a career out of streaming and youtube. I'm pretty nervous to really follow a dream but I know i'll regret not trying. Anyways i wanted to see if anyone is interested in watching me stream. http://www.twitch.tv/xactaeon

P.S. I totally expected this to be like a page long and expressing my inter most feelings about my life, lol.