Tell me how...

Someone, please, go view my match history, and tell me how I can carry the players that I get matched with.

I do my absolute best every single game, try to encourage other players by saying things like "it's all good, you'll get 'em next time", or "its fine we got dis", and the occasional "hey man, you mind grouping with us?".. But these players seem to disregard my every direction. "Hey guys, they just got baron, let's defend", the team engages in the jungle. I spam ping, doesn't work. I'm usually an overall positive player, but when I get punished for playing well and being positive by getting these losses because of the players I get matched with, it just make me angry.

Why the hell does my ability to climb rely on those that I get matched with? That makes no sense. Yes, you might say that statistically I should be winning more than 50% of my games, which I am. You can say that I should be focusing on objectives, which I do. But this is ridiculous. This cycle of win streaks and then losing streaks BECAUSE OF MY TEAM is something that I'm baffled by. I'm not saying that my wins are not due to m team. I'm just saying that it simply isn't fair to perform well, make the right decisions, and constantly try to uplift the morale, and then get rewarded with a fucking loss.

I leave most of these losses satisfied with my performance and tell myself "It's all good, I did well, next game's gonna be the one". Nope. I go into every game expecting the best out of myself and trying to perform as much as possible to fill those expectations. I have cured so many bad habits such as getting greedy, diving early, chasing, and not kiting. But despite MY knowledge, my team still does those things despite my guidance.

I have no idea what to do to start winning more and losing less. I've been at Gold V for about 600 games. Clearly, I belong in Gold V. But, as you have read, I have no idea how the fuck to get out.

I'm done, I needed to get this out of my chest.

tl;dr: Just another rage thread.