13 Lp away from Diamond Series, Failure, and Change

I tried my best to get diamond and was 1 win away from series. Then one thing happened that turned everything to crap. One thing. One troll. At the time, I didn't think much of it. I thought that I would only need 2 wins instead and I was good, but from then on, every single mistake my teammates made for no reason, every single person who complained and said they were tilted, every single verbal abusing douche bag who wanted to vent just wore my patience down. I tried to be nice. I tried to uphold the summoner code and say things like "Just mute each other", "We can still win", "Play safe", "Its not worth the Lp loss". I lost and lost until I found myself at 0 Lp. The thing that caused the mass tilt landslide in my match ups was Auto fill. Every single game there was at least one person who complained about pushing for diamond and not getting there main role. Every single game there were verbal abusers and feeders. Then it happened to me to. The horribleness of getting an off role. I dont know if it was due to autofill or not since I kept getting my secondary role. My secondary role was mid lane and my primary was top lane. This entire season, putting mid as secondary has made it so that I got top lane 19/20 games. Then all of a sudden, I am constantly getting mid. I am getting more and more tilted. I am trying harder and harder to stop my team from raging. Then I stopped. I fell from there and eventually convinced my self that I just had to be more persuasive to my raging teammates. That attitude, the supposed "right" attitude has only lost me my chance at diamond. From now on I dont give a crap about my teammates. If they are crap, they deserve to be called crap. They deserve to be told to uninstall. They deserve to be told to kill theirselves. Toxicity is not the problem. Its the trash who play this game.

P.S. This is all most DEFINITELY a joke!