advice for a bad player
I posted this originally in the "positive play" thread, but I don't really think it belongs there. So,
I'm bad at this game, and don't chat much because i know it hinders my gameplay. Because of this, I am aware that I have been reported several times for "intentional feeding" and the like. Nevertheless, I try to keep positive, as I know that it will help the morale of people on my team. And even if one person is sucking it up, if the rest of the team does well, that makes for a good game, right?
I submit myself before the tribunal's judgement.
As a player, I am aware that my skill cannot be matched pound for pound against many other players in the game. So I often try to play to outwit my opponents rather than outplay them. This involves playing many characters outside their traditional roles, changing item builds to "hatedraft" against opponents, and changing laning patterns to confuse opponents. When playing with friends that are comfortable going with this idea, it can be quite effective. When going in solo queue, I am accused of trolling and feeding.
When in solo queue, I try to mediate the bickering of my teammates. However, due to my inferior skill, I am often ignored on the premise that since I am not good at the game, I do not know what I am talking about. I am often chastized for trying to suggest plans of action for my team. Does this mean I should not speak or act until I have played more games, or should I continue, despite not being as knowledgeable?
Is positive play truly a balancing factor for poor skill? Many people that I would play with would certainly disagree, as no amount of attempted help and following directions is going to counteract the negative emotion following an inevitable loss. I have often been told to uninstall the game by teammates and foes alike. However, the want to improve and the constant requests from friends to play the game keep bringing me back. So, what then?
I welcome any advice that the LoL community has to offer.