Can't get used to ping.

It's been over a month since the servers moved and LoL is still not enjoyable to me. It makes me sad that a game I loved and played for so long has become an instant messaging application. I know I'm going to get the same responses, "get used to the ping" "East coast had 100+ for years", but the game just can't be played the same. 50 increase is a lot. When I try to do something and it doesn't happen, it makes me feel frustrated and honestly a little ill.

I've missed skills because I ranked them up and used the ability too fast, so the game wouldn't use my skill. I've failed ward hops because I can't use a skill on a ward that hasn't been placed yet. I've missed smites. I've flashed and blown my whole combo just to see my character flash. I've missed countless auto attacks

It's not that I want to quit, it's that I'm being forced to. That is the worst part. It's like a World of Warcraft expansion. I don't get a say on whether or not I get to keep playing. It's funny how many people say they don't mind the change. I honestly only know 3 people that still play out of the 10+ that used to before the change, and even they only play casual ARAMs now.

Maybe I am bitter, but why can't we just have 2 servers.

(Previous post was deleted because ping apparently doesn't effect gameplay)