need partner

im sick and tired of playing ranked especially this summer, i havent had a single non-toxic game since may, i havent played ranked ALOT but i was holding on to my silver 5 just fine, and now i end up right out of silver thanks to toxic rumble, afkd at turret to a riven, and the rengar afkd, we 3v5d, gg, demote.

id atleast like to lower these odds by a what, 20%? by finding someone i can duo with

add me btw and yeah im fine with losing, thats not even the issue, im just tired of losing due to situations instead of being out played, tired of every other game an afk or 2, or everygame almost someone that needs to be chat banned, or lack of communication in champ select when i or someone says fill and then someone gets pissed they didnt get a role they wanted or one they "cant play", or "smurfs" that feed then blame the rest of the team cause they "havent played against a viktor before"(despite smurfing a season 3 account"bot lane feeding")... etc. etc. etc... it seems it was manageable before summer, but now its just, idk if i even wanna play ranked anymore, i can admit im not amazing but i atleast try to play without bitching at every body or leaving