I just don't understand
First time playing Xerath midlane as a champion for... well, quite a while it seems. Few months, 8, maybe?
Join a game... everything is going smooth, against a decent counter Zed with a Fiddlesticks who would gank at the right times, along with a roaming Irelia. I screw up bot lane, got pulled by a Blitz and was killed. No problem, Draven gets mad a little, I brush it off.
I go, I think 2/6/5? Second to least deaths on the team. I'm trying to do what I can, you know? Stunning when I can, landing almost all of my Q's and W's (which surprised me), and my ulti to grant vision on drag when we were defending.
There's not much I can do when the opposing team is fed. But why is it okay for the Alistar, Draven, and Yasuo of my team to call me r%%%%%ed? Stupid? Physically and mentally challenged? I don't get it. Everyone has rough spots with a champion, but the abuse in League lately is just so strong.
Sure, and then they say at the post-game screen "report xerath verbal abuse". I defended myself, did I curse at them? Nah, they weren't worth it. Did I curse at the end? Yeah, I called the alistar an a**hole. It's just.. I don't get it. Why are people so toxic, they can't even just let someone be when it's their first time with a champion?