"How LoL, Riot, eSports, and the community help me survive Cancer." (Reddit post taken down)

Monkeep·10/30/2014, 5:51:46 PM·86 votes·8,778 views

My post was taken down from the League of Legends subreddit and it was suggested that I should post it somewhere else. So here it goes.

Hi everyone. Two months ago I was declared Cancer free. I just wanted to share my story about how LoL and everything that revolved around it helped me survive it. I've been living with a rare Cancer since 2007 that had no treatment for it. I basically had to be hospitalized every year since then. On 2012, I was informed by my doctor that there was an experimental treatment being conducted in Maryland at the National Institutes of Health. The treatment has been working for some of the patients. The catch was that I live in NY and I didn't know anyone that lived in MD or DC (DC is close to MD). Moving to Maryland would mean I had to live in the hospital for the whole treatment. The treatment usually takes 1-2 years. For a chance to live a normal life, of course I took it. I moved to the NIH (the hospital) on June 2013. My mom and siblings stayed for a week but had to leave due to work and school. So my "Hospital Apartment Life" began.

When I moved to MD I was scared and felt isolated. I was going to be in an experimental treatment not knowing what the result was going to be. It freaked me out. To keep me occupied I brought a couple of books, my PSP and a crappy laptop that I was only used for school. Little did I know, the crappy laptop would be my pain reliever. League of Legends has been part of my life since 2010, when my little brother introduced it to me. I was more into MMOs at that time but LoL changed my whole perspective about MOBAs. I instantly loved it. My "RL" friends on the other hand were not interested. I played LoL with my brother but most of the time just by myself, solo queuing. It still was a lot of fun. I've played LoL on my desktop ever since. I've never tried it on the laptop. Until one day when I was walking around the hospital I saw 2 kids, bald chemo heads same as mine, playing LoL in the hospital's library. I was intrigued. I never thought the hospital's free wifi could handle online games. I quickly went back to my room and tried downloading LoL. Of course I had my doubts because the laptop was about 4 years old. Lo and behold it worked. LoL's small requirements to install and play the game was enough for me to play it on a "Very Low" setting. I started going to the library waiting for others to show up hoping to introduce myself.

During my 1 year stay in the hospital for treatment, I met other Cancer patients and staff that played LoL. They introduced me to twitch.tv, to eSports, and of course to LoL reddit. Ever since then my daily routine changed. I woke up went to LoL reddit, browsed a few pages for some laughs then had breakfast and my daily chemo dose. While getting the dose, I would go to twitch.tv. I would finish the day by playing a couple of games but I would eventually pass out from the medications. I watched Trick2g, SirhcEz, the TSM players and many more. It kept me more entertained than watching the NBA. By the way I'm a HUGE basketball fan and player but when eSports came into my life... HOOKED. I love the drama, the matches, the players, and of course the LCS BIG PLAYS. Around September of 2013, my treatment was decreased which allowed me to be out of my room more. Luckily it was around the time where Worlds 2013 started. Me and the other Cancer patients set up our laptops in the Library where we could watch it together. We routed for no team really. We just wanted to see awesome plays and learn how to play champions better. After watching the matches in Worlds we would instantly play again. Try the champions that the pros used during that day. It was awesome.

It's been 4 months since I was released from the hospital. I want to thank Riot for making this amazing game and making it playable even for "toaster" type laptops. I want to thank whoever started the LoL eSports tournaments (more drama than the NBA). I want to thank the streamers; Trick2g, SirhcEz, Dyrus and the rest for being in our lives. You people may have not met us but you made our medications/treatments easier to overcome. Thank you for making us LAUGH so hard and also be amazed by the sick plays. You guys also inspired me to stream my games. Lastly, I wanna thank the LoL reddit community. I enjoy reading random stuff about what's happening around the game. I especially love the positive posts. On behalf of the patients and staff of the NIH that love LoL, thank you Riot and the community. You all made fighting Cancer easier for us. P.S. I know the post is very long but you would appreciate it more if you did not browse through it. Also, if you're a Cancer patient/survivor like I am I'd love to hear your story.

TLDR: LoL brought strangers together not because of the disease we had but because of our love for the game. We forgot about the fact that we were sick. We forgot about the fact that we might not survive. The only fact in our heads was that LoL would keep us occupied no matter what.

EDIT: My friend said I should link a photo of me so people would not think I'm making up this whole story.So, here's a before and after photo of me on imgur. http://imgur.com/sk1jBvV

EDIT 2:I can't believe I forgot to mention TheOddone! I learned how to jungle from him!

EDIT 3: My post was taken down from the LoL subreddit but a newspaper made it an article. http://esport.aftonbladet.se/lol/vi-glomde-bort-att-vi-kanske-inte-skulle-overleva/

94 Comments

Abominate10/30/2014, 6:33:44 PM17 votes

Damn Reddit taking this stuff down, there's no reason for that.

nerak2310/30/2014, 9:42:39 PM5 votes

Yes I read the whole post :)) I am glad you found something to help you in your time of need.

Wishing you the best of luck in future.

I would like to add I hope one of your favorite streamers etc. see this and contact you, Can anyone help arrange that? Never give up God Bless.

Wardo10/30/2014, 8:06:54 PM5 votes

How did you and your group deal with toxicity? Losing streaks? Having your favorite champs nerfed? : )

Anyway, great post, thanks for taking the time to share!

KwangoTango10/30/2014, 9:19:18 PM4 votes

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Hi lm Kalista10/30/2014, 7:28:52 PM4 votes

RITO saving lives since 2009

Peekawboo10/30/2014, 7:11:51 PM3 votes

WHat champ(s) did you play the most during your stay in the hospital?

soulbanana810/30/2014, 9:31:52 PM3 votes

Reddit is evil for taking this down. But hey, glad League helped you in your struggle to fight cancer! Who knows what Riot and gaming can do XD Cheers, and glad you got better!

KOSHER TACO10/31/2014, 11:10:20 AM3 votes

Congratulations on beating cancer. I don't know if league is the right game to play if you want to stay in remission though (i kid lol). Stay well :)

PhoenixOfHeaven10/31/2014, 2:03:50 AM3 votes

This helps to prove how legendary of a game League is. it shows so many positive things about people.

1.(Most of) them have the ability to coordinate with each other, and become more social. 2. Making new friends to help you out. I have many so many trusted friends here on league, and I bet im not the only one. 3. its able to help you through problems where you doubt yourself, or are feeling unhappy. its here to help you out, like it did here. 4. shows that even Video game Sports are popular. :)

League truly is legendary. its a great thing, an d we don't thank Riot enough for it. next time you complain to them about a Champ being overpowered, or a skin taking too long to be released, remember that its because of them we have such an amazing game.

dialMARK4acti0n10/30/2014, 10:25:18 PM3 votes

Congratulations! I'm really glad to hear you recovered!! The shared love for this game really is something amazing. I hope we meet someday in the Fields of Justice, but don't think I'll go easy on you just because you left the hospital a few months ago :P Loved to read your story ^^

Twistedtoo10/30/2014, 10:28:32 PM3 votes

Wow! So proud to be a fellow League player, and gamer period like you! Congratulations on your victory, I wish I had known you a little sooner! I live here in Maryland! We could have met and stuff.

                                                                         Anyway good luck with future endeavors and really congratulations, I am really happy for you!
TheMustacheMan10/31/2014, 1:18:04 AM2 votes

Great stuff man hope you the best of luck keeping that cancer away :)

theragingnerd10/31/2014, 12:57:10 AM2 votes

fighting cancer with cancer XD this community is cancer that is the joke if ya don't get it but i support you kid :)

eatthatmeatball10/31/2014, 6:07:56 AM2 votes

Related. The point is made after about 5 minutes in, but it's a fantastic talk. http://youtu.be/ZjSVo8N31r4?t=1m2s

nerak2310/31/2014, 12:19:00 PM2 votes

Monkeep if you could meet any streamer, who would it be ?

Krunt10/31/2014, 9:03:48 PM2 votes

how LoL and everything that revolved around it helped me survive it

How many times do I have to say it. LoL did absolutely nothing to help you survive cancer. Without it's existence you would been have just as fine.

Congrats on surviving cancer! I have a couple family members who have died from it so it's awesome hearing about when people survive it.

Emotion can be just as much of a hardship as anything physical. Especially when it has to do with your life. Getting your mind off of your cancer by conversing with the community and playing the video game has saved you a lot of emotional hardship that could have not been well for your cancer. Stress can be just as bad as anything when you are in that kind of situation, keeping a clear and positive state of mind is just as important as taking your chemo.

One of the things the doctor told me was to keep an absolute stress free environment for my father. Unfortunately he didn't survive chemo but we tried our best to keep the environment around him as care free as possible and I think even though he didn't survive he was happy by not dwelling the last weeks of his life.

PWSulgJTol10/31/2014, 9:15:27 PM2 votes

I love your story. I am currently undergoing treatment for Leukemia. In fact, I am scheduled for a bone marrow transplant soon. LoL has soothed my pain when undergoing chemo and given me something to do. It's great to know that I'm not the only person going through something like this.

lol its georgie10/31/2014, 5:25:56 AM1 votes

im tempted to edit the photo and add a blue arrow pointing downwards

nerak2311/1/2014, 1:54:22 AM1 votes

Any time you want to talk you can add me in game :)

GoldenLeSpoink10/31/2014, 3:01:09 AM1 votes

You know what, even through the toxicity and such that is the League Community; We have a awesome fan base and players that all intertwine to make one whole team and one whole objective. Thank You for telling us your Survival Story, and I am sure someone from the Reds says something! Their B-Day was on Monday and even though they confirmed they don't like celebrating it, it will be encouraging for them that the "simple game" has become so great and wonderful that it has the potential to save lives. Keep up the goodwork! Amumu Lets be friends!

fr0ztbyte11/1/2014, 3:08:17 PM1 votes

Congrats on making it through the treatment! I just finished chemotherapy and radiation 6 months ago, and I also played league for hours every day to help distract from the nausea. It's great to see a kindred spirit :).

Best of luck going forward!